Monday, March 30, 2009

550 posts...well..tt is halfway dere btw 500 and 600...by the time i annouce 600 post...it shuld be ard de time i ORD le...haha..so way to go man...ok..enuff abt sex topics...juz 1 posting and i tink ppl tinking in their mind tt i m a dam teeko guy...but basically i juz prefer to type out my thinkings...mabbe can let ppl see for themselves and tink for themselves whichever side is realli right..or mabbe dere isnt any right or wrong to begin wif...is juz different ppl's perspectives...

another tinking issue...2 men in my unit got into a motorcycle accident on fri...qte severely injured i heard...they even undergo a surgery...if i nt wrong..de malay guy gif another malay guy a lift..den they got into accident..so both kena...u noe wat is de scary part? and tt is...juz 4 days before fri...which is last mon...i juz gotten a lift from him on his bike...and he is riding qte fast as well..while at tt moment..i gt ever tink tt wat if we bang...will it be painful? but the fast blowing wind and thrills dismiss my thoughts..it was rather enjoyable to be on a motor...imagine tt 4 days aft he gimme a lift..he got into accident wif another guy on his back...wat if de accident happened on monday when de guy behind him is me...de 1 in hospital now will be me..and mabbe even lost my life...i got talked abt an issue before where i nearli gotten bang dwn by a car and commented how unpredictable life is...but dis 2nd issue striked mi and i realli wanna say more...dis incident makes mi even more feel lyk telling de 1 i love how much i loved her...i m juz worried tt 1 day...i might nt get de chance to say everythin in my heart out...if i leave dis world...i wun feel at ease...who will take care of her when she is sick...who will listen to her troubles...or mabbe it is juz mi expecting too much of myself...i m nt tt indispensible...but still...i always hope tt i can be de one who has de right to take care of her...to be by her side..to stand by her...

ppl may say i tink too much...de accident din happen to mi anyway...but is juz 4 days difference...will ppl ever wanna tink abt it onli aft an accident realli happened to mi?

enuff abt de accident...nxt issue up is abt today's bball which has been realli a flop...one of de few bball sessions tt i flop in when i organise..dam i felt dam sian tt it feels like i m wasting de other 4 ppl's time getting dem dwn to bball when it is juz 5 ppl playin...nt even enuff to play a 3v3....it is meant to be 8 players and ppl falling sick...ppl ps at de beri last min...i tink 1 of de excuse tt shuldnt be used is tired...i tink every1 else will be equally tired...ppl who are busy...ppl who juz vomit 1 day before when running 1.3km ARR...ppl who came all e way from simei and nid to wake up dam earli......so i will be glad tt i dun haf to hear de excuse tt one is tired aft agreeing to come..i m nt being angry here but juz being fair to those who make de effort to come and cnt get to enjoy a fun bball session...and ultimately i m of coz de 1 to be held responsible...so i apologise for de flop tdy...

i haf finished watching de perfect cut2...13 episode nia..dam sad tt it has ended...but yea..it is a dam nice and great show...i recommend tt u guys watched it...by hook or by crook..

wif dis...march comes to an end...and april begins..1 more mth dwn...actualli 1 mth onli has 4 book out..so sometimes i tink tt it is rather fast..i tink i wuld be able to last till ORD.....

and oh ya...tdy i knocked into my knee while i m trying to act jackie chan and jump over a railing...dam retarded...and yea..i had difficulty bending and straightening my knee back...walking feels wierd too...


当全世界在反对你在做的东西时，
要嘛你死，
要嘛你成功。

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

isit dis world been more n more corrupted and infected...or isit mi tt is lagging behind times..or rather say still having de conservative thinking...i suddenli felt..wierd n out of place..

i juz talked to a secondary sch fren and realised tt he alrdy had sex before alrdy...even tried one night stand..he says de feel sux...but having sex wif ur loved ones is pleasurable..ok watever..i asked him but how u initiate it...dun u feel like a teeko when u ask ur gf whether u can do it wif her anot..but he juz said dunnid say..de time will come when it comes..den i was asking..dunnid ask permission 1 meh...is like juz do it? is like i feel tt if nvr ask permission like is dam nvr respect de galfren la...

another case is my bunk mate which he looks kind of a decent fellow...but recently den i realised tt he had his 1st time when he was sec 3...and another guy in my unit telling mi tt he had done it wif his gf alrdy oso....

when they tell mi all these..i will feel wah and stunned...but to dem or mabbe mani mani ppl..it is rather common...i juz felt tt at such a age...i juz feel tt it will be wierd n inappropriate doing tt...

de love i xpect has always been de sweet sweet experience...he care for she..she care for he...happily ever after...when she is tired..he will carry her on his back...when she is upset..he will gif her a hug and pat her on her back and says "it's alright...i will always be here wif u"...when she is sleepy aft a day's shopping..he will let her lean on his shoulder to slp...when she is sick...he will buy some medicine or herbal drinks and pay her a visit at her hse...when she is bored...he will talk to her over de fone or sms her to keep her entertained...when she misses him...he actuallis misses her as well...

but i nvr ever tink tt sex shuld occur...i dunno....feeling rather confused now oso...coz no matter whichever side is right or wrong..or mabbe both aren't wrong...is my tinking right now tt is out of place and so different...


mabbe wat i xpect in love is more of de emotional care...

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

nights out...watched another 3 episode of a perfect cut 2..nice nice nice! if onli i dun haf to book in...things haf been back to normal...雨过天晴....i realised i can be saitisfied qte easily...or rather easily appeased...all it takes is de right person to do de right thingy...

haf been feeling throat inflamation since monday...till now still nt yet recover...can say tt i feeling like kind of feverish...den tdy stomach like keep pulling inwards...feel qte unwell de la...dis sat haf ARR..hope can run...or rather...die die haf to run...

april i oso got clear a bit off..so april i most sunday dunnid book in....may haf 1 time big one den is time for mi to relac till ORD...i hope....

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

another week has passed...i dunno how mani weeks of army has i been thrugh since i enlist...in n out...out n in...i lost count....estimation...11 more mths roughly to ORD...tt shuld be ard 44 weeks...so 44 more book outs and i m permanently out...

fri cw stayed at my hse...we did qte a lot..we went for pool wif daryl and alford...den aft tt watched superhero at my hse..had a great laugh...laughter is actualli a beri wonderful thing...den aft tt we went dwn to playgrd to had a drink...sometimes is nt tt i wanna emo over alcoholic effects or watever but alcohols trigger ppl to pour out their heart more...de feel and de ambience to talk abt a lot other serious stuffs rather than talking cock...and sometimes...by talking such stuffs...it makes ppl tink...aft tt we applied for uni..computer science for now...NUS or NTU..i dunno but wat a chore to send my documents to NUS...dam it....

sat went for wushu steamboat...great to sit dwn and talk cock once again wif jiao lian...i nearli overslept for my station...i woke up and de door is opened alrdy..at admiralty..dam juz nice...and tt train is de last train alrdy...if i nvr wake up...holy mama...den justin stayed over at my hse..so tt i can wake him up for bball de nxt day..yupp..i forced him over to stay de...

sun..tdy...1 of de bball sessions wif little ppl..7 including justin and justin left qte earli...leaving 6 of us to play...mi kh qi kr dog and olk...tdy's weather is dam dam dam nice..realli de BEST ever...nt sunny..neither raining...juz nice...we kept on playing..3v3...changing teams...until olk cmi le...actualli i still got de flame de..but wells...time to stop den...felt an improvement tdy...perhaps a different style...but i like dis style...

watched a perfect cut 2 currently...aft sui shi hou ming...another show which is dam inspiring...perfect cut 2 is far more inpsiring den sui shi hou ming...up dere man...it sets mi tinking as well...


i start to tink more...
a lot more in life...

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

abt to book in again...

yst whole day in camp...so basically for dis weekend...i onli gt sunday...which is tdy...

ok la tdy is qte a good day...except for some upsets in de morning...went wif kr and dog to watch suspect X...nice show man...such wits...such talents...yet a genuis will still fall to doom due to love...how a genius sacrifice for his loved one....and de gal still tot tt de guy has bad intentions...until at de end where another genius tell her de truth and everythin..den she realised her folly...if de genius nvr tell her..she will nvr noe how a guy has treated her whole-heartedly...even aft de guy died for her...she will still live her life normally w/o knowing wat exactly a person has done for her...

how mani times in life tt ppl neglected wat other ppl has done for dem...countless...and some nt even realising it....so...learn to appreciate...

aft tt rotted in my hse...my room as usual...on aircon and watched ong bak...gay muay thai....how ppl will fite wif determination for their loved ones...

den aft tt jogged and played bball...played wif 2 other uncles...mi kr cw dog...so we had a 3v3....nice game...i tink my skills and shooting has improved... :) wayy to go man...towards de dream of uni bball team!

k...tt is abt all....time to prepare to set off le...

do i even had a placing in ur heart...

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

last thurs is my buddy-cum-cousin bdae man....yuppp so.....

HAPPY BDAE JUSTIN~

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

chanced upon my fren blog and saw dis wow post....

http://myarmyatwar.blogspot.com/2009/02/what-happened-to-all-nice-guys.html

somehow it juz describes wat i haf been feeling all these while man...
zai eng...i probably wun be able to say such things out wif my limited vocab n i juz describe it as undescribable...



it certainly make sense if u gals tink back carefully.
de fact comes tt did u seriously tink abt it?

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, March 08, 2009

booking in again le...is juz a vicious cycle...out n in...den in n out...

A lvl result release...

cw totally same as mi..we r like...clones?


in de end...wat is de point of everythin...

BANKAI!!!

Monday, March 02, 2009

now out for nights out..aft no nights out for 3 weeks...finalli i can go for nights out le...come back to catch up on my episode of 随时侯命...somehow tt show always inspire mi....in tt show i realli feel for kefeng...he always try his best to help others...his frenz ard him...but in e end everythin juz dun go smooth for him....he wanted to help ppl...in de process of caring and helping ppl...he dun even care for himself...but he realised...watever he tries best to help others...is somehow juz a wrong step..so wat actualli is right...his mind is confused...he always believe in 人人为我，我为人人 but isit realli true... 

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