Thursday, June 28, 2007
haix...com spoil is nt a beri happi thingy....and worst is exam over com spoil...now at home is total rotting...now at olk hse tryin to update my rusty blog....a lot to write yet dunno hw to start....
1stly...grats tt exam is over....lemme update u all on my loser score ba....
GP - dunno whether can pass bo....depend on fate and how much god adore me....
Econs - sure U....35 mins i finish paper and started practising my signature on a foolscap...still got 1hr+ la...nt becos i do fast...is becos i got nth to write...i nvr even try to hug the buddha leg at de bloodi last min....
Physics - finalli i see some light in my life....mabbe got chance to pass....but 34 marks blank le...dis is wat i mean by got light....i m easily contended....
Maths - wat i though to be appear not to be...my best subject as wat i tot has failed me badly...if i get beyond a U...i shall gif my frenz a mansion each...65 marks blank....WOAH!~
Chemistry - the light is SO BRIGHT!!!!! finalli...last paper is de best paper man...nt much blanks...i tink 10+ marks nia...still managable...SHUAI LA...gimme a kiss man organic chem!
ok today a bloodi sian thingy happen....i sms-ed von wrong thingy agaiN!!!...last time sms her wrongly abt the pear den haf to confessed in e end....today leh...haix...my bad man...i sms-ing shuwen den a sms come telling me "im so suay...i meet into singhua's class...i scared i see him" den i tot shuwen crazy ar?.....but i nvr pay attention so reply straight..."wah...i hate singhua la...why u scared to see him la...he is juz an idiotic big piece of stump" and SEND!!!...den i saw...YVONNE....WTF...i tot is shuwen la...haix...a route of no-return...de sms fly out of my outbox le...suan le ba....nt tt i make dis mistake tt make me sian...is tt i make a mistake twice...TWICE.....dis is wat i call spas i guess....
i tinking when my com will recover man...i m starting to like my frenz more n more le....lol....a gang of gamers rox la....too bad not mani of my frenz r gamers...haix...dis is de reason why i dun haf so much frenz....haha...but nvm...my current status is happy...nt wearing mask oso happy....shuai dai le....climb out of de abyss jiu shi liddat de...den now von appears to be more sad than me la...but is herself tt create the mass....so let her settle herself ba...she wan stuck in a corner i oso cnt do anythin....
long time nvr write emo things.....mabbe ppl like xiongjiejie will miss it man...so muz write a bit....haha....
i remember the days when u console me n cheer me up when i m sad...
i remember the days when u always say tt i m a good guy when i tink tt i m a sucker...
i remember the days when i went to find u at vivo when u work at the golden village dere...
i remember the days when i touch so much beer for the 1st time in my life becos of u at the chalet...
i remember the days when we start to get close n become close frenz....
i remember the day when i finalli decided tt i will luv u and onli u....
i remember the day when u ask me to go ur hse and make me so happy during cny....
i remember the day when i go ur hse and realise tt the bloodi stump (singhua) is oso going....
i remember the day when i took my favourtire foto wif u....
i remember the day when juz 2 of us r in the wushu room n talkin abt almost everythin under e sun...
i remember the days when we always stay back to study and look so scandalous in others' eyes..
i remember the day when i sms-ed kr abt pear and u happened to see it....
i remember the days when the sms make a gap in our relationship and it seems wierd...
i remember the day when i decided to lie to u tt pear is shuwen so tt we can remain close...
i remember the day when i get pissed wif sixu becos he say he nvr let the cat out of de bag but he did....
i remember the day when i decided tt it is pointless to hide n confess every of my feeling to u...
i remember the days when we cont to remain as frenz though i haf confessed....
i remember the days when i always get angry wif u whenever u r so close wif sixu...
i remember the days when i become more n more guai lan tt i dunno wat i m doing...
i remember the day when the 4 bros called me in a conference n tell me to turn back....
i remember the day when i decided tt i haf to fake happy infront of the ppl....
i remember the day when i change my blog url so tt von wun see it...
i remember the days when i find it so hard n tiring to smile when i dun feel like it...
i remember the days when xiongjiejie always cheer me up......
i remember the day when i cnt control my emotions n let it all out to u...
i remember the days when we talk on fone....
i remember the day when i keep having happy n sad moments...
i remember the day when it comes to wushu camp and u and him r like superglue...
i remember the days when i find it too tiring to keep intiating to talk to u....
i remember the day when i decided not to sms u or contact u le....
i remember the days when i made de decision and yet u start to sms me and ask me out...
i remember the days when i had to endure and sms u wif a sian tone....
i remember the days when shuwen always pei me n cheer me up....
i remember the day when i realise tt i haf turned into a happy loner le...
i remember the day when i tink i haf get out of it....
wif all these memories....i close this chapter of my life.....
and let everythin start afresh....
IT IS OVER! YAY!
wif tt....i tink nth can beat me dwn le..LOL
lao da!!!!!
BANKAI!!!
Friday, June 22, 2007
i reached de cruise center at harbourfront and muz queue like bloodi long la...i seriously hate queuing...sian....in the meanwhile...i sms all my frenz to say bb to dem :) and ask dem sms me...lolz...but in e end...onli cw shuwen and von sms-ed me during the trip...de rest...haix...disappointment...nxt time dun care dem le.....and tt is kr, xiongjiejie, teo and olk....i onli sms-ed 7 ppl before i leave...other than sms-ing de frenz....i oso talkin on fone wif shuwen lor....coz queuing is realli too sian le....thx for entertaining me man....i sure will miss u like siao when i go on cruise de....
aft tt went to eat le...shuang...buffet...nt bad la...den go to the deck coz there no reception....den called shuwen n cont talking...lol...beri shuang la...we talk de things beri crapp n funni....stupid sia....dis is where i m talking.....
cnt bear to hang up but still haf to... :( at night.....dad went casino...den i sleep until soundly my aunt wake me up...ask me wan go casino bo...den i juz go lor...go dere tio stop by security...ask if i m 18...i say yes...1989....birthday 8th june...lolz la...crappp.....den he ask for ID...i say at mum dere...so he let me in....coz my dad on winning streak...he gimme 50 bucks to play jackpot....but i onli use 10 bucks...40 bucks into my pocket...shuang.....i lost all 10 bucks...coz i dunno how to play...i juz kept on pressing until no money left....i bet none of my frenz entered casino before..i rox man.....i was asked to off my hp when a guard walking past saw me wif hp...i wanna take foto de la...who noes cannot....in e end i still secretly take foto...lolz....pro devil jiu shi pro devil....dis is de bloodi jackpot machine tt eat my 10 bucks....
den nxt day...thurs....is juz eatin n walkin ard n playing arcade....
1 of de lunch we eat western.....they gif wat i return wat....coz all i nvr touch...de food sux man...maybe is coz i dun dare eat...onli main course i eat a bit...grilled beef...but is nt completely cooked lor...so bloodi hard to cut...den my aunt see le tulan...cut for me...LOL....aft cutting obstacle...still got biting obstacle....bite until my teeth pain...dam it
at night went to a longue and haf a drink....we arrange for de band to sing happy bdae song to our ahma....den the band gal go hug her...den my ahma beri cute la...she blur blur den she go kiss de gal...den anyhow...lolz...but she beri happy.....my aunt treat me to alcholic drink but i told her i cnt drink....i drink 1 sip will face red le...den somemore will ear red and bloodshot eyes....indeed i prove her right.....by the way dis is de drink i drank....
go back room slept immediately....tipsy sleep is nt bad de...sleep all e way until nxt day 7+ den mum wake me up....drinkin tt time will feel qte emo lor...ma de...and de band playin some sad songs somemore...make me tink of ahem....suan le...i tink dis is 酒入愁肠愁更愁....haix...
fri le so is time to go home soon le....shuwen ar...miss u a lot!!!....lolz.....
juz display some fotos for u all to see ba....haha....
BANKAI!!!
| Your EQ is 80 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
| You Are the Ace of Diamonds |
 You are a lucky person, and you always seem to find yourself surrounds by pretty, shiny things. You have a knack for success and money - though your skills can't really be learned or taught. You shine in a room, and you a have a truly sparkling personality. A true extrovert, you always are able to share a witty joke or the latest scandalous gossip. While you do have an eye for bling, you are also quite generous. A lot of wealth and luck comes your way. And you're not afraid to pass it on. A gamble you should take: Sports betting Your friends would describe you as: Captivating Your enemies would describe you as: Greedy If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A trophy wife or husband |
| Your Brain's Pattern |
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| Your Birthdate: September 22 |
 You tend to be understated and under appreciated. You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way. People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know. Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid Your power color: Silver Your power symbol: Square Your power month: April |
| You Are 60% Feminine, 40% Masculine |
 You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides. You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you. You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders. |
| Your Expression Number is 1 |
You have the skills to be a top executive or businessperson. But first you must develop your natural capacity to be a good leader. You are truly original - with a creative approach to life and a very sharp mind. You reach for the sky, and you have the potential to reach it. Assertive and straight forward, you have little need for supervision. You are self-confident, self-reliant, and courageous in your convictions. While you sometimes fear loneliness, you prefer to be left alone. A bit self centered, you may be hard to life with at times. You also have a strong dominant streak - which can push others away at times. |
| Your Deadly Sins |
 Envy: 60% Sloth: 40% Pride: 20% Gluttony: 0% Greed: 0% Lust: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17% You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths. |
| You're Pretty Stupid |
 You got 4/10 questions right! It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right. |
| You Are Somewhat Logical |
 Ok, so didn't get the majority of questions right But you did answer some pretty tough questions correctly Logic may not be your strong point, but you hold your own! |
| Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) |
 Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
| Your Mind is PG-13 Rated |
 Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude. |
BANKAI!!!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
cruise time le...gtg le...so cya ba....
will miss u all de.... :)
BANKAI!!!
Monday, June 18, 2007
today is a goodddd day.....yst suddenli receive sms...shuwen ask me go study....
we went suntec -_- qte far la....went for movie 1st...reached city hall at 1pm....den we go suntec buy tix....oceans13....wow la....from city hall walk to suntec qte far...so mani towers somemore....we bought the tix le...movie at 2.20....den still got time...so we went arcade....shuai la....we played baby whacko 1st...(dunno wat game isit la...but is those 3 coloured buttons den whack n whack de) shuwen at 1st still say i inexperienced...sure lose...den qte cocky...who noes my reflex n everythin is so fast....beginner win a pro...she noob la she....nxt we played 2 rounds of bball shooting...nice lor....i tink my bball qte pro....lolz...even throw until de ball fly out....zzz...so malu!!! OH YA...i tink i saw chs de teacher la...in arcade...i look at him...he look familiar...he look at me...i look familiar too...den he wave...i tink is mr.khoo(asked cw for de name coz i forgotten it...LOL) nxt we played daytona...FINALLI MY TURN......SHUAI....we played advanced...and tt shuwen keep bang car...while i do those shuai drift....SHUAI LA....i win her like dirt man!!! den she wan revenge...so she play de guitar de...I NVR EVEN PLAY BEFORE LA!!!....so in e end...qte screwed....dis is nt the worst...DRUM IS NEXT.....worst la...i tot i noe lion dance de drum means qte pro...who noes tt 1....like shit...i oso dunno wat i whacking...in e end anyhow whack...den shuwen own me like sai....haix....since young alrdy no fate wif musical instrument le...they stranger to me i stranger to them....cnt make frenz man....
aft tt we went to ntuc buy drinks...she ta ma de...wan sit trolley...so i haf to take a trolley n push her around...she dun feel paiseh 1....lolz....lucki i daytona nt bad...nvr bump into anythin.....in e end late for de bloodi movie...fool around until liddat.....go in movie start le....oceans13 is qte a nice show...but at 1st dun realli understand...shuwen explain to me de...lolz.....
inside de movie is shuang de...eat n drink n eat n drink....shuai la....whole cinema i tink onli we 2 sit until like our own hse...i put my both leg to de seat infront n lay it straight...den shuwen take off shoes n put her legs on my leg....2 idiots spas-ing in cinema...she pour pepsi twist over her jacket and say is my fault somemore...WT FISH?
come out le go find place study le (dun forget is study session lai de...movie den arcade den fool around...nearli forgot is study session)...esplanda library...do a bit of integration and is realli hard
man....i realli flop for mid yrs le la...haix...in e end saw direct bus dere de la...to woodlands...but tt shuwen...noisy...ask me take mrt wif her...anythin ba....lolz....so send her to aljunied den take mrt back myself....de mrt journey is qte peaceful....nvr tink abt much...juz stoning around....
thx to shuwen for tt 2 bar of choc...i haben eat eh...i take to cruise eat ba...den in cruise eat can tink of u....LOLZ!!!! (den nightmare -_-)
today is a good good day....
qte happy lor....
:) i like this man.....
BANKAI!!!
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Your Score: Strength
You scored 36 change, 58 wellbeing, 39 wisdom, and 40 truth
The Strength cards represents the control over material forces. The lion is a symbol of the fire within or the kundalini force that sits coiled within us at the base of the spine. The woman is symbolic of the subconscious, which controls vital functions without the need of conscious thought. She controls the lion with a gentle spiritual touch rather than from brute force. This card falls under the vibration of the number 8.
some extra words:
showing strength
knowing you can endure
having a gallant spirit
feeling an unshakable resolve
taking heart despite setbacks
having stamina
being a rock
being patient
dealing calmly with frustration
accepting others
taking time
maintaining composure
refusing to get angry
showing forbearance
being compassionate
giving others lots of space
tolerating
understanding what others are feeling
accepting
forgiving imperfection
being kind
achieving soft control
persuading
working with
guiding indirectly
being able to influence
tempering force with benevolence
demonstrating the strength of love
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BANKAI!!!
Which tarot card are you?
i dun realli noe why i m the fool?....qte sian
BANKAI!!!
feeling rather bored now....waitin for olk n teo n bok to come my hse and study....aiya actualli becos i nid do revision exercise on probability and integrations....becos obviously some1 dunno how to do....den ask me do le show her...although i wan forget her...but she nid help i still will help de....
dota still losing...i agree wif olk...we r above average...but we r not beri pro yet....TIME TO TRAIN!!!!....i muz grow to de strongest and onli de strongest....PRO DOTARIAN....shuang....but i wonder how to train....
now days r rather peaceful...which means...kind of boring....i oso dunno wat i can do...but studies is definitely nt my cup of tea....sian la....mid yr is once again a FLOP....repeat last yr history ba...4Us....it is nth man.....
lookin foward to my star cruise trip....can look at my favourite sea!!!! can eat my favourite buffet!!!! but cnt sms my favourite frenz.....zzzz......time to rot....i hope de cruise wun sink like titanic...if nt gg....when i young take cruise always scared sink de la....LOL....
每个男人都有说不出的心碎
记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再考虑应该不应该
BANKAI!!!
Saturday, June 16, 2007
You are The Magician
Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.
Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.
The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
BANKAI!!!
nowadays more n more lazy to blog...lolz...ok shuwen is finalli back.....LOL...bet she enjoyed herself on her holiday...20th to 22nd is my turn man..star cruise...ROX LA...can do my fav thingy....lookin at de sea...but dis time wif de sea breeze...DE SUPER SHUANG see breeze...woots...i cnt wait for it...and BEST is can eat buffet dere....can eat leh....1 of my fav hobby is to eat....ppl live is to be happy ma....so can eat de hua...why not?....
shuwen...when u nt around...sometimes realli miss u lor...lolz...
see airplane...i tot of u....airport runway....lol....
drink green tea...tot of u.....
play some songs tt u intro...tot of u.....
play bball...tot of u....
see gummies...tot of u....when u giving me eat gummies again!!!
ok....my studies is certified a FLOP now....is bloodi screwed...yst study grp make me feel tt i m a thrash man.....dota oso keep gettin owned....more n more sian in life....ta ma de....see cw italics...dis is wat i said in e past always....living is to be happy.....so i usualli do wat i like and heck abt studies de....but dis time is A lvl...wat shuld i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yst library nt bad..paiseh teo...u come a while we jiu zao le...i m realli not suited for de library atmosphere...it is bloodi sucky....walked yk back home...den talked some crappp...haha...she nearli let de cat out of the bag on who she like...so spas la!!!....ok sooner or later she will say out le...i muz jiayou a bit....
i tot of it le...mabbe yk can be my surbodinate oso...lolz...no gals in my surbodinate list la...so mabbe put her inside...haha....
ltr olk coming my hse study....FULL TIME BLASTER!!!!! muz realli pia le...i dun haf much time left...haix...once again...my life is a FLOP.....
shuwen....hope to see u soon :)
i m tryin bloodi hard here....
i m dam sian when i dao u liddat oso.....
but den....i tink i m doing well :)
1 more week to go!!!!
BANKAI!!!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
long time since i blogged...haha....coz why?...de bloodi com spoil....nice sia....my best fren ditch me juz liddat and leave me suffering....now it is back but it felt so stranger le...sian la.....
back from wushu camp....it is generally nt bad la...but kr n bj expect it to be serious....but i dun realli care la....lolz...i still cont to be spas...juz do watever i feel like doing....tio sunburn la...siann-ed.....day 1 is rather sucky.....i did pratically nth except lookin at de juniors suffer...lol.....but water bomb rox man....o ya...de sleeping session sux.....sleep on de floor make me suffer....i nearli wanted to kop kian boon's sleeping bag and take it as blanket...it is juz so bloodi cold....brrrr....
day 2 i did some PT wif de J1s...indeed beri long nvr exercise le...now i m stuck wif SEVERE muscle ache...my leg make me qte unmovable la....and hands and back....ALL ache....qte a gg here....de shitting session wif cw is qte funni...i din noe he believe me leh....wat a JOKE.....and de door....dam it.....i tot i lock it and who noes....it is not...zzzz....lucky no1 came in la....end of camp immediately go olk hse...lolz...dota is here!!! and i owned as usual...i realise i m qte pro afterall la
thrughout de camp....keep talking wif cw...haha...so funni and of coz kr...who is rather busy...but he manage to find some time for me...de track talk rox....it is so peaceful n comfortable....i noe i can rely on u 2 no matter wat happens....u all will take care of me de right...haha
today my com is back and i love it man....at least i can dota now le....dota is still de best...my es got GODLIKE and a TRIPLE KILL...nearli holy shit but missed it...sian....
shuwen has gone to swittzerland....and i m missing her qte a lot lor...afterall always she cheer me up de ma....hope she come back soon.... :( i miss u, shuwen!!!!!
( i tink when i call her as shuwen....is still better...coz in e whole world...onli i name her as shuwen instead of suwen...)
my wc3 can type tm le...YAYs...dunnid do de guai lan and spas ^tm le...shuang la....lolz...sometimes i tink i m indeed qte spas....less L mode from me from now on man....
2 weeks of holiday left...no more trainings...so i reckon i wun meet into her for 2 weeks...so shall take these 2 weeks as a good opportunity to forget....haha....
de wushu camp make me see something....
and aft 2 day 1 night...it is alrdy numb to me le....
so jiu liddat ba...i nt mentioning it again le...
coz it is nth worth to mention le....
good luck to u in ur studies ba
BANKAI!!!
Sunday, June 03, 2007
everyday is a bad bad day....ma de....i haf a bloodi feeling tt heaven always like to go against me...fuck it man....my com is now officially a gg com...ok great man....
juz when tue she wanna come my hse to do de wushu fotos...and finalli i can spend some time wif her without the presence of other ppl....giving me some bloodi peace...de com haf to spoil at this bloodi time...i die die oso muz succeed man...so i asking teo bring his cpu over to my hse juz for tt day...
i feel tt she and me becoming more n more distant....and she n him is becoming closer n closer....de feeling....it sux....i oso dunno wat i shuld do alrdy....i dunno wat i shuld do so tt i wun affect other ppl ard me....i dunno wat i shuld do so tt i can feel better....i dunno wat i shuld do so tt i wun feel so unhappy le....
i haf been bloodi unhappy since de holiday starts....haix...de onli way to forget everythin is to dota n dota n dota....and now....my com spoil....fuck it?...i now at fren hse to use com nia...ma de...
luv her...jiu let her go....
u r right....tt day is my bad....
sorry.....
i m nvr ever happy....do u noe tt?
and yet...i haf to fake a smile aways
i m tired...realli tired
BANKAI!!!
Friday, June 01, 2007
i m awaiting tues!!!
hope tt day wun disappoint me again....
BANKAI!!!
I WAN WATCH SPIDER LILIES!!!!!!!!!
can some1 smuggle me inside de cinema....
i surely dun look like i can fake a 21 yr old guy....zzzz
BANKAI!!!