Sunday, April 27, 2008

haix....3 le...going in soon....wulala...generally pack le...but i dam scared misss out things to bring...

2 days pass by in a flash....my weekends are spent as following...

fri went back ajc...den go dinner....

sat meet up wif de brothers....watched forbidden kingdom and den eat pastamania and play arcade of coz...spam 8 bucks on bball shooting arcade....and damn...i still haben buy a cap....

tdy...played dota....pack things...buy hp pouch for my newly bought 5310...lame right..go ns le den buy new fone yst....nokia express music 5310...diao...my old silver stylish hp gif my bro...coz he lost his -_-...and oso...watched taiji until ep 7.....

and now...blogging.....preparing to bath and set off soon le....

at least dis weekend...i can slow dwn my pace of life a bit...it is gettin tiring at times....

nth much more to be said....juz gotta go in again...haix....

booking in wif an unwell body....o man....

but lucky....labour day jiu booking out again......


haix...dis weekend....din fufill my wish
wasted 1 weekend....

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

felt bad...

vent my anger...fustrations...on my brothers....and u....

kr...cw...teo...

sorry man....


too shagged to tink....

i m coughing bad...throat is nt perfect either....


mentally and physically strained for 17 days.....

i dun mind de physical...in fact i like it....

de hectic lifestyle...tt is de sucky part....
sometimes juz feel like lying dwn on a patch of grass....look at de sky and enjoy de breeze....

17 days.....
de sky....de moon....de clouds....de sea and de aeroplane flying past at such low heights....
they make mi happier when i look at them....
my best companions......

1 day 24 hrs...
1 hr free time....
7 hrs sleep....(by right)
16 hrs dog.....

de comfort in my own hse....
de brothers who always gif in to mi....
de frenz who are always by my side....
my drama series that i so badly wanna watch...
juz a simple fan when i m sleeping....YES...i m sleeping in almost still air every night....

how much i miss everythin.....

tekong is nt physically challenging.....but more of mentally challenging.....
i dunno how long i can last.....
but every week 5 days...i can hold on....
i dun look foward to de field camp at all.....seriously

undescrible feelings.....
people in de mortal world will nvr understand....
de tears and fatigue in our heart....


u look tired.....
u noe why?

coz u haf been running through my mind......

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

2.09am...in less than 4 hrs...i m waking up to go tekong....last civilian day le i still being owl....zzz...last min...xfer contacts...check hp....pack bag....see finish taiji ep 3 and 4...dota my last few rds....charge up my zen...see every1 blog....blog myself....change blogsong...type de blog song lyrics myself coz i cnt find it....ok great....

well well well...i dunno wat i gonna type...actualli i dun realli noe how to express myself ba...either verbally...or in words....but i juz wanna say a simple statement....ajc wushu...i gotta miss u.....

tdy is de last day i went to see comp. den before we left...we took fotos....and at de moment we left...and wave back at de crowd....u cnt imagine...but it is sort of de last time we gonna gather like dis....ppl wun cherish wat they haf...but when the time is up....they regret it....regret nt cherishing it.....

tdy oso wear de kiam-pa shirt...go out sure kena hoot....behind got 1 shuai.....but i can say....wif every1 wearing it....it is full of pride and juz pride....i feel proud wearing tt......

cw...take care.....we gonna throw u behind again....but we r reluctant....

de walk in de park is peaceful...ty for pei-ing mi for my last day....it means a lot to mi.....

all in all...AJ WUSHU.....JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!


words alone cnt describe my feelings....
but i hope u all noe....
even though i dun show it....dun say it...
i haf every1 of u in my heart....



FAREWELL

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

nth else is required to be said...words alone cnt describe my feelings and thoughts....

BANKAI!!!

tdy is considered 1 of de last bball session before all of us NS....and...it ended fatefully...i overslept for 1 hr++...go dwn tulan mood....mum nvr wake mi up when she hear de alarm...i totally nvr hear de alarm clock at all...dunno wat is wrong...i nvr remember mi pressing de snooze button or anythin...DAMN? mabbe i m juz too tired...de accumulation of slping late and waking up earli...den everyday de physical training on my own....reach le den kr and bok attitude mi...den go home lo...dunwan play le....yst juz blogged abt destiny....tdy again...heaven jiu shi see mi bui song de...always wan play mi...my last bball session dun let mi play....fine lo...most cham de is nt cnt play...is guilty....is i organise de den i tell dem dun late ownself late...super super guilty but cnt say anythin....

aft tt come my hse rot a bit....den dota a bit...den all go army mkt....bok kop all my notes...notes tt i haf compiled...bloodi leecher...

dota sf i keep owning...de sf feel is back...got a period i play sf play until dun haf de feel...play hero nid feel de...no feel u own oso sian....i love sf...FOR NOW.....

tdy oso watch finish ah wang alrdy....freak touching....last part....ah wang noe de wife wif him is becos wan him recover...den he noe de wife is sacrificing her hapiness....he do all de best he can to make her happy for 2 days...go camp...den finalli tell her tt he wan let her go...got rock on top of his heart...and de rock is guilt...and he run off crying...20 yrs...ah wang do watever thing...oso for her....even if is sha gua...all de things he do...is touching....put in his most sincere heart de...tt part he say all those words in de rain...wa...can onli cry.....

gt 1 part i agree wif it....humans always rush and chiong....mugg...get good results....go uni course becos of job prospects...den nxt time pia and slog...wan high pay...etc etc...actualli wat is most impt....hai bu shi hapiness....nxt time my wish is beri simple...haf a stable income....nt too low...if can high of coz nt bad..but avg. oso dun mind....haf a flat...den inside all the things...all special and creative de...like my toothbrush holder...happily ever aft wif de gal i like...(my wife)...a simple life is a happy life afterall....

tml gg swimming....den aft tt go watch movie....den my last weekend is gone...

3 more days...my life is no longer my life...it belongs to de country.....

wat an insignificant 3 days.....

dis blog most prob. wun haf anymore joke of de post....back to de emo feel...


a simple life is a happy life.....

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, April 05, 2008

1...2...3...4...ok...4 more days of civilian life...last weekend....

tdy went back ajc for de last time....and did qte a lot gym...aft tt bball....den aft tt play SOC....i realise those height-involving courses...i kind of cmi....my pheobia for height ba perhaps....my pheobia dam wierd...coz i dare to take those exciting rides..roller coaster all those...but those daily life de height...cmi...when rain i cannot keep de clothes in....nid call aunt over from nxt blk to my hse to keep if parents nt ard or sis nt ard....i oso nvr hang out clothes...de pole in my hands den i stretch it out...pressure and stress like siao le....

thx ajc wushu for de shirt...they paid for us...cw say is becos we went back help...den thk us...but i tink i did nth....o wells..anythin....

these few days haben been smooth-sailing man.....i tryin nt to haf a repeat of history....

tio tok in dota oso....play wif TDL oso tio tok....wat more can i say....fucking destiny lo? nth to say....

destined to be a failure...i tink go in NS oso failure...de hang rope tdy i try i alrdy cmi le...nxt time go in ltr kena those guard de units aft i come out...live like a dog liddat...do like hell pay like shit....i tink dog still betta...master will gif pedigree...go in perma mixed vege and rice....wat a life...

aiya anythin bring it on la..heck le...at most die...


destiny?
watever

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

listening to piano makes mi feel comfortable....even comfortable until i feel lyk sleeping....how i wish i haf de talent...but i noe i dun haf it...dun haf de determination...dun haf de perseverance....

i feel every1 has changed.....






i m sorry....to make u sian...
haix...siann-ed too....



tml is start of de competition...every1 jiayou ba....
which means....i dun haf much time left....7 more days....
but no1 will take dis 7 days as somethin special....
sad to say....going in...doesnt make any diff in any1's life....

i tink i juz gonna train my last 7 days away....train my Raticate to become stronger.....which is my muscle...xiao lao shu evolve le....

tdy gym...do de cycling machine until leg gg....den i lie dwn on de floor for some time...cnt move...den i got de vomit feeling...de feeling i always kena when i play bball match too hiong...tried to walk back to wushu room....i failed...halfway run to toilet and vomit....sux....juz lie dwn in wushu room aft tt...while kr and xiongjiejie talk....


go raticate...i choose u....

BANKAI!!!

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

tdy whole day at home...ah wang and ah wang...i oso read a story in goodybook....yea..they are right...becos crazy ppl wif mental prob live in their own world....tt is y ppl say....crazy ppl wif mental prob are the happiest.....coz they dunno anythin in e 1st place....if 1 day i lose my memory...or gotten some mental prob....dun cure mi...

i see a lot advertisement for other tvb shows...i wanna watch sia...i will go rent some day....or mabbe buy....haha...i like those hong kong shows...always dam nice.....

sunshine and love be wif u...
in rainy days, i shall be wif u...
love is no fool...
dreams come true.....

i'll always be wif u......

BANKAI!!!