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Wednesday, January 31, 2007


8:28 PM

monday quarrelled wif cw....sort of tio scolded during chem tutorial....dun understand a single thingy when i trying to study maths test...

tue maths test total screw...i gurantee wif my head i get single digit...den wushu was a flop...cnt dota when i reach home aft i endured nt playing on monday...coz of my sis who is using the com...leg cramp on the way home oso....

wed self train...ya...good study grp...i was having the feeling of studying alone...teng n yumin n her OG talking...von n sixu discussing probability....kr pangjie zhexu self training....i ownself sit dere dunno how to do...like a fucking spas sitting dere myself...being an obstacle...forget it...tulan for 40+ mins decided to go home....den they play bball...wah...great timing...forget it...i m juz so sian now le....now zion 3 cnt work aft i patch my wc3 to 1.21 and I CNT DOTA AGAIN TODAY

since start of week...it is a bloody bad start...ok here i m scolding fuck now....coz i m pissed off wif this week le....juz kill me if u can la...fuck.....i still nvr include a lot of events k?...all these r enuff...wat's more there r still more.....my tone is now sian even when i talk....so forget it...i tink u will hear tt same tone for the next 2 days....

ya...this is a seriously FUCKING bad week....i m being a spas in sch....


BANKAI!!!

Sunday, January 28, 2007


11:09 AM

a promise made....-_-....hope i can abide by it...less dota....tue wed fri sat nia....sunday can dota a bit...but needa study as well...ok...i shall try this plan....yst slept at 3am...trying to edit blogskin....nt bad la this blogskin...a loner blogskin!!!....thx to teo for helping me fix the allignment....coz i m a bloody noob in html code....i feel tt i m laggin behind in studies le....wth man.....wushu now always dinner...dinner dinner dinner...POK liaoz....yst juz quarrelled wif my mum....coz she take 8 bucks from me becos of my hp bill exceed....i won the battle :) and the preciousssss 8 bucks come back to my wallet le...

fri's speak ez was a horrifying experience...i simply hates public speaking la..juz kill me pls if u wan me to public speak.....i was trembling dwn dere...i heck care abt the evaluation la....juz keep looking at script to read...as if i care...juz wanna it to be done over wif...this coming tue is my turn to evaluate.....wt....i tink i dunno wat to say...i shall praise as much as i can...haha....speak ez is such a lame thingy...waste of time...

i m thinking of u man....


BANKAI!!!

Saturday, January 27, 2007


2:03 AM

recently physical training like siao...bo bian...comp. coming soon..napfa coming soon...x country coming soon...ma de la...sch is more n more nt suited for me le...sch hate me while i hate sch...wat point...aiya...aft A lvl still got the bloody uni...this society is juz so competitive....OH...MENTION ABT COMPETITIVE....today dota competition lose...i tulan....at 1st wining...suddenly enemy outrage....BIM BOM BIAN....den keep killing us le...in e end lose by 7 points...hokkian oso lose...sian la...同是天涯沦落人

eh..now lets rot...juz finished dotaing...ma de tulan...in sch dota comp. lose...come home play oso lose...dunno play for wat...the more i play the less confidence i has...wtf....forget it man...shall listen to advice of my frenz and mug more...MORE MUG LESS DOTA....but tt comes wif determination which i dun haf....lolz...

now J1s undergo training under waisoon...i can onli say sad...i pity u but i cnt do anythin...haha..learn from me better right?...of coz man...coz i m a good teacher....aiya i muz mention this...waisoon is guai lan when he teach the J1s...sometimes i can accept his actions la...but this time is realli too guai lan le...i was wondering his brain store wat de...grass or grass?...dun he noe J1s juz started learning meh...expect so much for wat...and worse is he is nt beri pro himself....ji lame la..spas peice of shit....

aiya....sometimes i juz cnt be bothered to explain myself...juz let others misunderstand ba...if they believe wat u r...u dun haf to explain...if they dun believe....no matter how u explain....is still the same....yea....wat a simple logic....

i m so confused....wulala....


BANKAI!!!

Sunday, January 21, 2007


10:56 PM

yst talked wif kr and min on msn until 2am liddat...den a bug came flying past...so i decided to evacuate my com area and go to sleep...IS A RATHER BIG BUG....so said bb to dem...kr...as usual...talking abt almost anythin under the sun...for min...talking abt achievements in life...lolz...quite a random topic...think abt it...i realli nvr achieve anythin much in my life sia...den min say coz i nvr realli put in effort for sth before...well...i sort of agree wif this point...i also felt tt i m quite a guai lan person...why does nth seems to interest me...i think life is rather boring...u live...den aft tt when ur lifespan is up...bbz...u shall die...u cnt bring much achievements dwn wif u as well..so sometimes i cnt be bothered....juz do wat i felt happy wif....

nxt is daryl blog...abt opinions of others abt u...isit realli so important...i sometimes tend to think tt quite a few ppl hate me or dislike me...based on my instincts and feelings la...but i doesnt care...as long as there are still ppl who r brothers and frenz wif me....tt is enuff....quantity is nt important....quality is....juz be happy and urself lo...why think so much neh.....

went to buy shirts wif my brothers....sixu kr cw.....dam fun sia...we managed to buy quite a lot ba....shuld be enuff le...all poser shirts though...WHICH SUITS ME!!!!we went woodlands checkpoint 1st...bought almost a lot shirt le...den come my hse rest...den we set off to bugis...din buy anything dere....juz sat at macs and eat n bond!!!!!!....this is our best skill....actually 4 of us almost nth to bond le...reach limit le...can talk abt almost anythin under the sun...their inbox and everythin oso tio explored inside-out le...i believe tt by exploring ppl inbox...u can understand tt person better...tt is y we so close...haha....now u noe why...if u wanna be close wif me...SHOW ME UR INBOX....

for cw....nah..is ok...3 of us r in the same boat as u....as long as we r tgt...we r GOD....wuahaha..who can win us la...pls....UNITY IS STRENGTH...BROTHERHOOD IS GOD


i dun gif a damn...wat can u do?...lalala


BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007


11:02 PM

today went J8....saw a pair of sec sch couples french kissing in mos and they r juz sitting beside the window pane...we came out fo toilet and wanted to go home le..den walk along tt path and saw tt MAGNIFICIENT scene...den the gal saw us den she stop...lolz...we r disturbing dem man...

they r so pro man...lolz


BANKAI!!!

Saturday, January 13, 2007


6:34 PM

wah..being some times since i blog...i haf been busy since sch starts....or rather...pissed....when i see the STACK of hwk there...i juz felt so tulan n stressed up....when can i finish it??...i m seriously in debt la...while most ppl haf handed up wat is supposed to hand up...yet...i m bloody lagging behind...i even had the experience of nt dotaing 3 days consectively le...which is like rather rare....sch isn't fun at all except crapping wif wushu ppl...yea...of coz...coz there is 3 surbodinates of mine inside wushu now....is always so fun lor....i miss cw online man....his com dunno when can finish repairing...i wanna talk to him on msn...i wanna dota wif him....i wanna crap wif him...haha...too bad he is a different batch from us...if nt we can be even BETTER frenz...but nvm...we r dam close frenz now...these few days felt stressed yet happier....no longer thinking abt any stupid things tt torture me...so shuang la...

wushu frenz r much better....i can click wif dem like our hearts beat as 1...lolz...but for my class..no thx man....i sian of my class liaoz...wif cw joining wushu ar....ok...3 musketeers is back lor...wushu is gonna be super slacky le....+ sixu....now can become fantastic 4....i m enjoying life now...except for tt STACK of hwk...lolz...lets hope i can pia finish dem asap man....

i realise tt i do much lesser homeworks in weekends than weekdays....lolz...this is contradicting man...
I LOVE BROTHERHOOD....CHEERS


BANKAI!!!

Thursday, January 11, 2007


12:26 AM

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth 46%
Intellect 22%
Emotional Stability 50%
Aggressiveness 50%
Liveliness 58%
Dutifulness 42%
Social Assertiveness 70%
Sensitivity 54%
Paranoia 22%
Abstractness 74%
Introversion 30%
Anxiety 58%
Openmindedness 58%
Independence 50%
Perfectionism 42%
Tension 50%
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BANKAI!!!

Saturday, January 06, 2007


8:14 PM

A new sch term...a new lifestyle...MUGGING LA...MA DE....holiday homework like enchant ulti...UNTOUCHABLE....mr ari asked who do until where le...I cnt even say I haben started...NT EVEN WRITING MY NAME ON TT PAPER...now is so stressful...homework start piling le...topics I m all unaware of....yet I haf to catch up wif the current topics...ya...i hated sch...today PE nvr bring attire as well...things started cocked up for me le...but who can understand...I felt afraid everytime I step into classroom...den teacher start asking for homework and all those things....when they teach and I m stunned...i m oso afraid I cnt catch up...den I no mood to mug too...i juz felt like staring into the ceiling....guess this is wad loners always do...
Waching crayon shincan recently...is dam funny...I like this show...life as a kid rox ar...considering all factors...I haf totally no interest in attending sch....i dun look forward to nxt day everyday at all...including waking up early sux for me....everythin...juz so lame and nt important to me...


BANKAI!!!