Saturday, September 29, 2007

today went buy shoe wif shuwen...finalli buy liaoz...like shuang la...now new shoe new pencil case new wallet and sort of new bag....a beri good feeling....actualli life has been improving for me ba...i am sort of a happy person now...haha....shuldnt dwell on those types of things too much....since the other party dunno how to appreciate...it is no point to shed tears over her....yup.....

aft buy shoe...went mugging at mac for a while and at 3...shuwen gtg and teo came for me....but teo a bit sadded...he come city hall den i bring him straight to amk...bo bian...coz kh suddenli ask for dinner...ya...so mi kh teo liang and ys went mc-cafe to drink and chat...talk a lot crappp but mainly on my fan fic...well i am gettin more excited to write abt my fanfic le...although they say the grammer beri funni and those things...but i tink i shuldnt ask for editors...coz liddat den can show out the wil style of writing....yup...hope more ppl will support me and read my lame story....i will be starting another blog to post the story on tt blog as well...lol....so fanfic and my blog will haf the story....stay tune!!!...


dere are a lot more ppl out dere who noe how to appreciate me....

BANKAI!!!

gotten back all prelims result le...welll...de results telling me tt i nid to start my work le....the below is my result....in rank of merit and in terms of overall %

chem 56
GP 42.5
math 37
phy 37
econs 17.6

wellll....1 big word written dere....FLOPPPPPPP

today gg city hall buy shoe wif shuwen...hope wun fail again...is like i alrdy try twice le...once at queensway another at compass point...at queensway 2 shoes caught my eye but both dun haf my size le...sold out...at compass point another shoe that i wanted oso dun haf my size le...like a tmd!....dis time hope wun fail again le...haixxx

i haf started on my stupid fanfic...LOL...i noe my eng sux la...but i write for fun and joy de....qte shuang to write lo....yuppp...dis is de link....if u wan...can review me oso!...haha

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3807143/1/

lol....is abt dota...haha....dota is my life ma...sooo....yea....lol

kr: u shuldnt gif up when i haben gif up on u.....

BANKAI!!!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

today pe did dance...my partner is....HELEN!!!! lol...ltr marvin come bash me up den i die....

ok...most results get back le...math overall 37 too...lol...now all fail xcept chem...left econ haben get back...but econs...is confirm fail...so in conclusion...onli chem pass...grats man....like a flop....

today aft sch went nette hse mug a bit den jog...but the mugging session is a failure...lol...i did nth much...yawns....tired sia....den eat at nette hse...wah piang oi...dam dam full la...zzz...they torturing me.....

den went home and watch 9pm show...wow la...i luv it man....so cool de show!.....tml the gal gg liaoz...tio raped....lolz....sadded man....

ok...gg sleep le...tired aft those runnings.....

i wonder wat makes the world go round....
isit money?.....
i tink is circular motion lor.....

BANKAI!!!

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

prelims result more or less fixed le...chem gotten a C...de rest fail..ok nice try dere wil....

dis morn go sch den during assembly feel lyk vommiting...den aft tt ys and kr go toilet wif me..indeed vommit...yst my bro was oso vommitting and de day before is my dad...and today....is me...and my mum juz returned from work and say she today vommit...den she say my sis now at clinic...she today oso vommit...WTF???...wat the hell is wrong in dis hse...got some virus isit...dam it la...wun be so zhun de lor?....whole family 5 ppl...all vommit tgt...like a spas?....den recently de stomach nt beri good...will ache de...playin dota wif an aching stomach...oh dam it....

but i most fit de liaoz...dad tt day vommit is almost gg...den my bro until now still sick..my mum and sis nid see doc...onli i dunnid...vommit once jiu ok le...mabbe stronger ba...i mean STRONGEST!...hahaa.....

ok la...needa go sleep le....today do hwk halfway...fell asleep on sofa again....zzz?....how good it feels to sleep man...

silently....boom...it happened!
i dunno i am happy or sian abt it....

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, September 22, 2007

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Friday, September 21, 2007

today junhui and kh come my hse...den as usual...i let dem treat as their own hse...kh played jam on my laptop while junhui played on my desktop...i too tired le...haf an afternoon nap...i usualli wun nap in afternoon de...coz always worried at nite cnt get to sleep....but when i nap in afternoon...means bui tehan le...once in a while...aft accummulating the tiredness in my body...i will release it and bankai to nap in afternoon...today happen to be de day....

from my perspective....teo has improved tremendously.....grats...he can be said to be a decent player now...lolz....we r still on losing streak.....is ok...we will get back soon....

aft session wif olk and teo....nxt is session wif the TDLs....as usual...win easily...ltr 3 leave left 2v5....den i anyhow lo...devine raiper...lol....chen lvl 12 raiper....8-1 frag....gg!.....

going sleep le...still qte tired despite sleepin in de afternoon....


感情这东西，不是努力过就会有结果的
how pathetic....

BANKAI!!!

Thursday, September 20, 2007

so on sat...von got tuition in morn and afternoon nid go church....hmmm....guess my bdae wish wun succeed le den....suan le ba...i nvr tell her is my bdae on sat...juz tell her wan come out study bo...at least i hope i can spend my bdae wif her ma....but apparently...it isnt tt easy....i tink she dun even recall sat is my bdae....

i can onli say in relationships btw ppl...wat u put in...wun be de same as wat u receive...sometimes de feeling is qte sian ba...is like no matter how u try...de result wun change....and mabbe wat u haf done...de person may not even reprociate....de memories tt u treasure...mabbe to her...it is juz plain memories and nth else...

"the style of how we play is important....but it's eggs and omelettes...no eggs, no omelettes" i like dis phrase....even if we haf teamwork...individual skills is required...every1 nid to be individually skilled before we can tok abt teamwork...hao has told me abt kr teo n olk....kr and teo basically dunno how to react to situations....and de whole formation is messed up....when hao turn back...they tot back le..so they juz back....den suddenli enemy formation got loophole...hao blink in....but they cnt react to it...for olk...hao say he too used to pubbie style....like troll and qop...qop come olk juz pia...den olk say sure die...might as well pia...de starter of a battle is beri impt....and every subsequent move by teammates is equally role-determining too....

jiayou ba peeps....lets be eggs so tt we can become omelettes!!!

i nid to get to the nxt chapter soon...

BANKAI!!!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

today de phy paper...every1...RIP ba...6 qn i onli noe 1 qn...is nt normal de gg...20 mins i jiu flip to end of paper le...is realli beri gay la...aft prelims...i realise i haf improved....in studies...yet...i realise...i got a long way to go...A lvl coming...i will keep studies and dota in path man...

having said so much....to different ppl wif different tone....i wonder they understand....and mabbe they tinking i qte spas...but i hope 1 day de gang will improve in std.....today's dota...realli flop...halfway in midgame...alrdy feel lyk quitting...

i recently always play wif de TDLs...dog ks ken and hao....i onli noe...play pub...cfm will win...tt is 100%.....today draft win too.....we drafted sf..potm..zeus...bb...na while opponents draft qop..lina..viper..rk..loa...halfway our zeus dc somemore...we cont...and we win....shuang feeling...

tml sch startin norm again...gl hf ba....

gg face....sian le...nighto

BANKAI!!!

Monday, September 17, 2007

qte sian now...when paper 2 and 3 gimme a bit hope of gettin a B for chem....paper 1 is here...paper 1 fail le la...fuck man....gettin emo now...if fail den fail nvm...but when can get nt bad de...den muz haf 1 spoiler dwn dere....haix....sui bian ba....

go dota wif doggie ks ken they all ba...sian mode

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

aft 1 week of prelims...kind of relieved...nvr realli screw up....aft math paper 2 yst...i tink it can cover up for paper 1 losss...so overall shuld be can pass...chem phy math GP shuld be can pass...econ fail le ba....but chem n phy still got paper 1 and 2...so i shall see how 1st.....

monday army dad n daughter jiu end le...haix...i will definitely miss it....it is always so funni and heartwarming...lookin at the show i juz always put a smile on my face...but the following show is good too....de show abt police force...yea man...local shows r improving more n more....

ltr gg out wif wushu ppl...for me is like long time nvr go out wif dem le...busy wif my own life as well as some obstructions for my free will to speak in front of wushu peeps...but today no obstructions...lol....welll....tt is all abt it...

loner's life...
simple life...
tt means a boring life too...

BANKAI!!!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

yst chem today math tml econ....dis is life....

chem was nt bad...dam it tt organic qn 5 i fail to recognise tt it is tertiary and secondary alcohol...so easy la..juz oxidise can distinguish le...ma de...den part b use tri-iodomethane test can le...ma de....if nt got hope to get full marks for qn 5 de la...DAM IT LA!!!.....other than tt...some parts i cok up too...but those r ok...lose marks oso nvm..but qn 5...1st time got chance get full marks for a qn la...sian diao.....overall...i tink sure can pass...but pass by how much...i was hoping to get a C ba....

maths is a flop....at 1st easy...do until qte shuang...ltr jiu gg...from qn 6 onwards juz skip and skip...all dunno how to do...haix...wat can i say lei...i alrdy lost 49 marks due to blanks....i hoping to get a pass....pls man......

tml econs...dunnid see...confirm flop...100% gurantee chop wif u...is like i 1st time try to do econs qn la...den is prelims le...wt fish....i read de notes...de notes dunno me...i dunno de notes...we r like strangers....haix suan le la....sui bian...i totally no mood study for econs...ECONS SUX!!!!....i regretted taking it...

today went kr hse study....mi n kr had mani memories tgt le i realised....6 yrs of memories....how mani 6 yrs does 1 haf...for teo...haha...it began a bit later....when i did some crapp things and get to noe him de...all these...i can call it fate ba....somehow....i m glad i haf these bunch of surbodinates wif me....olk...cw...teo...kr...bok...duak....ys...and mani other more defiant surbodinates...wonder if it is lucky or unlucky tt duak noe me...haha...i screwed his life upside dwn for his sec3 and 4 life....but overall...he is still considered LOYAL ba....at least he treat dis master wif respect....

kr and daryl saying abt my mistakes....ya i noe i loser....but in e past de naive-ness cnt be blamed yea?...until now den i truely understand everythin tt happen back in e past....

reading liang feng comic...romantic la...i wish i and her can haf such bliss too...but comics r comics...so shuldnt tink too much.....

tml gg daryl hse stay-over and study.....woohoo...no dota...means can concentrate ba?....but i a bit sad tt i cnt dota tml la...sian.....

although i dun put it on my mouth....
i feel it in my heart....
if 1 day i were to choose btw u and dota...i will choose u....

BANKAI!!!

Monday, September 10, 2007

if i can haf de chance to ask anythin tt i wanna ask...

i wanna ask if u noe tt i still like u a lot a lot....
i wanna ask if u noe how i feel when it seems like we r nt even considered frenz....
i wanna ask if u noe how it hurts me when i juz see u and him....
i wanna ask if u and him are alrdy tgt.....
i wanna ask if u noe tt how much i haf always wanted to hear from u....
i wanna ask if after we graduate...will u forget mi and i m juz a passer-by in ur life....
i wanna ask if u are juz pretending tt u dunno anythin or u realli dunno anythin....
i wanna ask how exactly u feel towards me....a close fren?...or juz a stranger?
i wanna ask if we can go back to de days where we can tok abt everythin under de sun....
i wanna ask isit my bad tt our relationship has become so screwed.....
i wanna ask if u juz wan me to fall in love wif u and aft u succeed....u went off to de nxt prey....

everythin is a question mark....and at the end....it will still be a question mark i supposed....

aft putting a smile on de face....i juz felt bloodi tired abt such things....wat i wanna ask shuld be....why cnt i let it go....u r nt extraordinary chio or super dooper cute....nor do u haf hourglass figure....but i juz felt stupid...every single day seem meaningless...

i wanna ask....why do my own brother betray me....i trust almost all my brothers...why isit tt it is u.....wat do u wan me to say to u when i see u....how do u expect me to put on a smile and greet u when i see u....
when i told duak abt my case....he juz said,"dis is our life...sadded life"
i dun dare to ask myself wat my rxn will be when 1 day i see u and her...holdin hands infront of me....

“我这辈子没有信过人。。。但是，为什么，你要出卖我！？”
dis is wat liu de hua last say before he die in protege....a undercover went thrugh thicks and thins wif him for 7 yrs....and in e end he arrested him....and including liu de hua's wife who is also involved in drug smuggling....liu de hua treated de undercover as his best fren...his successor to his business...he nvr believe in any1 before...no matter who he make deals wif...he will take precautions and defend against de person....BUT when he begin to trust....he is betrayed....his downfall is caused by de betrayal of his buddy.....

i wanna ask if u noe....i am still waitin for u....
i wanna tell u every single feeling i felt...but i haf no courage at all....

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, September 09, 2007

dis feeling...O lvl de feeling...1 day before each subject...juz pia tt subject...shuang de feeling...chem i read finish ntoes ba...but nvr practice at all...so all shall be based on fate and how much i can remember by just reading those notes....dis is indeed testing my memory....

all de peeps out dere...good luck for prelims yea?....believe in urself...believe in ur own capability....especially u la...always bo confidence de....dis time u will do well de...i believe in u....

every1 got a road planned for him....even if A lvl flop...i believe dere is still other routes to go....mabbe 1 day i can become wcg player den represent singapore?....mabbe 1 day i can open a lan shop and earn enuff to survive and a slight surplus to enjoy....mabbe 1 day i will juz become a CID and bring justice to dis society....things in de future is unknown...we can onli slowly explore our ways thrugh....but 1 thing is sure...de end of de journey...is a bloodi comfortable coffin waiting for u to lie inside...without u able to bring anythin in...in de process...hapiness is most important...dun do anythin tt u will regret in future jiu can le....trust ur feelings :)

dun believe in jesus....
believe in urself.....
u lead ur own life.....u determine ur own future....

BANKAI!!!

i failed to sleep earli again...2.33 le....ma de sia....dota always make me tempted...sian diao....anyway today went out like mad...explored singapore la?

1stly....met at woodlands mrt station at 1130....den teo late...1145....den we set off to queensway...today mission is to buy shoe ma...and is olk mi and teo wan buy...at 1st got cw and shuwen de...shuwen ps...cw oso ps...ok lo...sui bian...i still got other surbodinates....so chosen surbodinates on dis mission is...kr teo and olk....ok set off le...lucky nvr take 960...ma de...teo is tryin to be funni....we queue at 960 den he suddenli say is 961 den we go take...retard?...quite ba....

1hr of bus journey...finalli reach queensway...time is around 1....den i too hungry...NVR EAT BREAKFAST....so went eat at mac...i earned points worth 20 bucks again...woohoo....den aft tt start buying shoe...den too cold le...so borrow jacket from kr....i still sick ma...thrughout keep coughing...cough until i qte sian....den find beri long still dun haf...i set my eyes on 2 shoes...1 track shoe...85 bucks...but last pair le...zzz...left wif size 13...i size 11...so dun haf lo...so lets target the 2nd pair ba...my poser sneakers...29.90....OSO DUN HAF size 11....i qte sian le....so in e end onli teo succeed de mission...me n olk failed...and is failed BADLY.......

ok aft tt went simlim...wif another mission in-mind....is to buy teo de bdae present...drag qte long le...so we bought a bluetooth adapter...my actin skill and creativity is qte zai de la....i tell teo help me hold 1st...den he tot is i buy for myself de...is a nice plot man...wuahaha...end of day before go home den i tell him happy bdae...shuai ba?...haha....cnt find olk headfone at simlim...den kh sms come...askin for bball...so i bring my gang over...my gang outnumber his gang...haha...+ dog we got 5...he onli gt himself and gengliang nia...

we went off to khatib....time is alrdy 520 le....reached khatib at 6.10 liddat....so we went over to a court n started playin...duak nt here yet....den got a grp of ppl ask for fullcourt fite...so do wat lei?...accept lor....den we vs dem...den they got a lot ppl la...keep sub players...but they got kids too....and gals...so sui bian la...den suddenli 1 ah gua come in...which means gay la...coz his actions when dribbling...is ta ma de gay....den a bit cocky oso....den but qte zai la...so we def him...den he started get violent....den he bang teo until like dunno wat den he shoot in den he say foul in...is bloodi obvious is a fucked up charging foul....this type is wat i call losers...1 typical de jiu shi mh in dota den say us mh.....u say...FUCK BO?....of coz it is....den i alrdy qte tulan tt guy le...den ltr we got the ball and when liang at opponent court...the person started revealing hsi beast-like character...juz snatch de ball....he tink he playin rugby sia.....when did bball look like rugby....1 is round 1 is oval...retard lor?.....den liang qte shuai ba...he say "dun so violent can ma"...den the person like ahbeng liddat....the hand gesture keep coming out den say dunno wat shit...i at another court dunno wat happening...i onli noe he push gengliang....fuck sia...den i juz ask dem zao la....we juz go off...dun play wif fucked up ppl....even if they wan fite...we wun lose lor...come la....nabei....i tink other teenagers dere nt bad...is juz tt ah gua tryin to be funni...and tt ah gua is like 1 head shorter than me...so tt means 2 head shorter than teo...i tink if wan fite....punch him 1 time he knocked out le....some losers are liddat de...say until bloodi shaung...when it comes to exchanging blows...they r like a crap without pincer (i nvr spell wrong...is CRAP...nt CRAB)
olk say if singapore bo police...he juz feel like whackin tt guy.....i tink is kind of 2nd or 3rd time i meet into nearli-gang-fite le....dis time i at another court when the situation happen...so i no chance to talk...it is good la...if i talk den de word ma de come out...den fite le..den today i nt blogging here le...i at police station le...but at police station we oso win...if police take statements...we say we JC...they say they ITE...u tink police believe who....retard jiu shi retard...the ah gua nvr even tink for de kids dwn dere....fucker number 1....

we walk to another court den no light...den take bus to another court...den finalli can play....den we finalli played 2 rounds...ok finish le...walked back to yishun mrt station and take bus home...ma de sia...today go dunno how mani place...ezlink card gg....i oso qte broke le...haha....leg dam sour...den sole dam pain...coz i take off slipper and play...in the bus...wow la...i feel bloodi fortunate that i haf a butt....can sit dwn sia...den halfway thrugh the journey...i feel lyk vommitting....ma de...nt becos of car sickness...i rarely haf tt...but becos i feelin dam unwell le...den aft the bball matches...i m totally unwell....playin bball wif sickness lei....dun play play sia...den aft tt drink de sweettalk de honey red tea...is too sweet...den i whole person felt like puking....heng nvr vommit out...i m on de verge la....alight...den reach home at 10.....

bath le den olk com cmi...so dota mirc...wif kr and cw and duak...my od...woohoo...19-2...and thrughout the game...i tink got at least 6 times de speaker said TRIPLE KILL....i got 1 consecutive 5 kills...so tt means 3 TRIPLE KILLS shouted out le...is bloodi gay...wuahaha...my od rox man...last time lanshop 24-5....thrash duak...wuahaha....is shuang de...2nd game wif jq...NAIX SUX!!!!....i gotten a 2-7...zzz....end game tt time...1 basher 1 threads 1 vital...i m worse than kr la???.....sian la...shall nt cont elaborate....long time bo feed le...den suddenli feed....

i hope 1 day cw can agree to inhouse la...zzz...inhouse can improve lor...

puttin fun aside...monday prelims...i still spasing here....ok..tml i juz read finish ALL de chem notes once and for all....everythin shall be based on fate le...

wah...blog finish le...2.57am.... -_-

i feel dam excited abt de gang fite la...lolz...
dis kind of situation piss me off yet feel shuang....LOL....
if got fite mabbe will be more shuang...but dun involve police la.....
gang fite rox......but dota rox more...wuahaha!!

BANKAI!!!

Friday, September 07, 2007

4th post today...ok i gg le...nowadays always so late sleep...i m realli feeling sick la...long time bo sick le la....finalli now collapse....is heaty whole day...now my nose blocked oso...i tink is becos of de heatiness....den whole day keep coughing...and i look at mirror my face got a tinge of redness lei...i dunno fever will come soon bo....ma de sian...sui bian ba.....wun die anyway...ltr will recover on its own....

juz had a sort of inhouse game...de mode chosen is -VR...is fun de la...last time played wif cheese always de....when i can host...den i always host -VR on mirc...no1 does tt...every1 -ap de...den qte rare den u see -ar...but -vr....ZERO...i m de most creative host...but too bad i cnt host now le....cheese oso haf memories abt -VR....although lose but inhouse is qte fun de...a casual match de feeling.....

going off sleep le...2.40am le...nighto.....

i wan all of us to move on to draft tgt man....lets do it!
inhouse rox...nxt time -spvr wif all de frenz la....
cw...inhouse is fun de...take it as a casual match....

BANKAI!!!

Thursday, September 06, 2007

aft doing the 2 bloodi thingy...dis is my normal post le..

i m feeling rather sick today la....de feeling of heatiness in my throat...ma de....whole day feel weak sia...i more n more bo mood to study le....zzzz....

recently dota...nt bad la...usually win...even if lose...oso nvr tio own...is like enemy try bloodi hard den can win de...teamwork oso more n more le....but kr and teo...PLS lei...dun always feed....time to improve la....

tml going run wif nette and kh and helen again...hope leg wun cramp again....lolz....and hope tml wun feel so sick?..if nt gg....

thinkin of u more n more la...always feel lyk smsing u and talk to u...haix....sian diao....i seem to haf been a hi-bye fren wif u now le...if wat u say in de past is true...u treat me as a beri close fren...den why isit tt if i nvr contact u...u wun contact me in de 1st place....

i juz saved duak from a bloodi casulty...LOL....HE BLOODI HENG i can say....u r lucky tt i talkin to u at tt time la...he say he owe me lan treat le...i will remember de dun worry....

still feeling qte sick la....
and still missing u every moment....

1 day blog 3 times...i tink i nth betta to do sia...zzz...thx to bangjie and ys....

BANKAI!!!

ok...aft ys de thingy...now muz do bangjie de thingy...wt??...they realli tink i dunnid mug...well...their thinking is true anyway....

1. person who tagged me:
- BANGJIE LOR

2. my relationship wif him:
- my brother....

3. my 5 impressions of him:
- serious
- sensitive to others' emotional needs
- always think too much
- treat frenship as gold
- hardworking lo...(dunno wat else to say...so anyhow for 5th 1 ba)

4. most memorable thing that he had done for me:
- helped me rub my ass wif medical oil when i m injured juz before wushu competition... -_- (this is true..peeps)

5. most memorable words that he had said to me:
- i haf always treated u, kr and cw as brothers....u all are beri important to me in my JC life....(somethin liddat ba)

6. if he becomes my lover, i will:
- suicide...

7. if he is my lover, he has to improve on:
- 1stly a sex change...followed by a plastic surgery.....

8. if he becomes my enemy, i will:
- live my life as normal....my enemies hardly survive anyway.....i haf a big gang behind me (wuahaha)

9. if he becomes my enemy, the reason is:
- he snatched my gal away or obstructing me.....(1 example is sixu)

10. the thing i desire to do most for him now is:
- nth....LOL

11. my overal impression of him:
- big head kia.... LOL

12. how do i tink ppl ard me will feel abt me:
- BA DAO...
- clever and intelligent...
- bloodi spas.....
- funni yet useless to de society.... (best occupation in future is clown)
- gets emo whenever i tink of her....

13. the character i love abt myself is:
- LAO DA!

14. on the contrary, wat character i hate abt myself:
- too slacky and heck care.... (i always tio scold for tt...from PW to family dayand etc etc)

15. the most ideal person i would like to be:
- the type of person that yvonne will love.....

16. a message to those around me and those who care for me:
- bow to ur lao da now ba....AND....dun test the untestable!...LOL

17. pass this quiz to 10 ppl whom i wish to know how they feel abt me:
1) cw
2) kr
3) shuwen
4) ys
5) junhui
6) teo
7) olk
8) duak aka doggy ( but he no blog... -_- so suan le)
9) xiongjiejie
10) yuekai

BANKAI!!!

You Are Tagged!Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1) i like to make watever i haf on hands into sharp things and poke dem into my fingers...de feeling is qte shuang to me...indeed wierdo la?

2) i blush bloodi easily...and i mean BLOODI.....is realli easily red la..my face...qte sian de...once i felt my face is hot...i noe...dere i goes again.....

3) i cnt take alcohols realli well...little bit is enuff to make my face red...and a little more is enuff to make my eyes bloodshot....and i look totally like i m drunk...perhaps it is realli drunk ba?

4) my eyes and nose are sensitive....nose easily blocked or turned on running tap den eyes easily red and itchy..sometimes swollen...but i wonder...why i still haben wear specs when i always rub my eyes...

5) i tend to turn kind of serious when it comes to dota...LOL....but other things in life?...sui bian la!.....

6) my bones are kind of wierd...i mean de ribcage tt area...is kind of out of place or wat...kr and cw shuld noe ba...LOL....or some other ppl perhaps...

7) i dun like ppl to say thx or sry to me...i noe their feelings can le....so same goes to me..i dun like to say these kinda things...it kind of make de atmosphere wierd wierd....is wayy too formal la....so sometimes if i dun say thx...doesnt mean i dun appreciate it...but...it juz cnt come out of my mouth.....yuppp....

8) my eyebrow are dam thick....looks scary...and oso...my eyelashes are dam long and curvy....but it looks nice...as wat a lot ppl say...LOL....

9) i dun dare talk to gals on fone.....except 2....1 is yvonne...another is shuwen...yupp....but still...sometimes i dunno wat to say on fone wif dem either....i guess i m kind of scared of gals ba...LOL....

10) after so mani incidents...i still love tt person....after we lost contacts and doing our own things in our own lives...i still tink of her every night before i sleep....is realli retard....haix...'

i tink i gt no1 to tag ba....who wan do jiu do lor.....
some ppl who can do de....
cw...
kr....
bangjie...

*sorry i cnt find 6 ppl who noe my blog and haf a blog on their own as welll......mabbe gt...but qte a lot tio tagged by ys le...so dunnid me le la*

BANKAI!!!

Monday, September 03, 2007

today went back for remedial....vectors...1 word...gg....bloodi tired visualising and imagining those planes...dam dam sian.....sometimes dun even noe wat i doing...de feeling is like doing juz to get the ans...den dunno anythin.....but de good news is...i m de most zai dere...WUAHAHA...mr lau called me his right-hand man...LOL la....de pro among the noobs....so tt means...I M STILL A NOOB......

aft tt went to met nette kh and helen up...to run...i finalli get to go nette hse...nt bad la her room...i like...de bed so big somemore...unlike mine...so small...sadded....but her room...INDEED purple...nt bad la..can haf a room of own personality....and got piano and de com chair is like lao da de chair la...i like i like...but de com...a bit laggy -_-

today de 2 games own again...woohoo...tiny toss well man...final frag 8-2....nxt up is my sf craze...recently loved playin sf....final frag 9-2....nxt will be bear craze soon...lol....sadded tt i cnt join doggie tt side...shuld be qte fun oso de....but i tink they will outshine me ba...LOL...so i stay here and be pro...tml mabbe i will play wif dem if chance permits....see how ba....

feeling qte sian....haix...when nite falls and when dota session ends...de feeling of emptiness always set in....and i start thinkin of u again...haix....sui bian ba....

how i wish we can sit tgt again like wat we did in de past....
i miss those days....
things may fade...but memories will stay...
de scenes...are right in my heart...

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?
Final Fantasy VII

still cnt bring myself to study seriously hard...haix gg ba....lol...

BANKAI!!!

today is an eventful day....and can be said to be a bloodi nice day....

1stly...morning wake up come online...tio nudge by duak and kiatsheng(ks)....den we played...den aft tt we played a game of inhouse...and woah...my naga 10-1...rox man....den aft tt i jiu cnt join dem le...sadded...coz i nid watch movie wif family...

2ndly...watched movie wif family...watched 881...nt bad la...de whole movie juz singing and singing and singing...and de main male actor...who is de s'porean actor....indeed beri easy...thrughout...he nvr tok at all...his role dunnid to tok...and i mean AT ALL....nt a single word....but his voice is narrator la...discribing his own life...thrughout the show he juz carryin his chicken den foolin ard like a spas...in all...de show is bloodi spas...qte funni at times ba...and at the end is qte touching ba...i mean QTE...is nt BERI touching....

3rdly...met up wif my sec 4 spas gang from chs....mi kr and duak met in mrt...den went over...as usual...we r de 1st to reach?...OMG la...den at 630 we decided to go over to steamboat le....den we started eating...qte hot la...but we cooking and eating....so dun care la...qte shuang...LOL...tokin a lot cock.....den in e end as usual....ambroyse and minghui dam late again....lol...we nearli decided to ps dem...den they reach le and since we all full le...see dem 2 eat lor...lol....den aft tt we went for our last event...LAN!!!!

de last event lan...woohoo...we went dhoby ghault and settle dwn for LAN.....we check out our last train timing...so tt we wun miss it...but in e end....we failed to meet the timing coz 1st game nvr even end...den we finish 1st game le....my spiritbreaker 14-8....i m a tanker...LOL....pia like mad la...nearli lose.....heng ar....but alrdy no more train le...so might as well round 2 la...so we play 2nd round....i played od...coz got fv....woohoo...i got holy shit la...shuai...my final frag is like 24-6...LOL....dam gay man....they all now noe i zai le ba...haha...and i made danny de duck cnt farm...LOL la...

finalli finish whole thingy le....den ask dad fetch me home....wif kr and duak and andy...they zuan dao...free taxi home...shuai for dem ba.....i owe kr 6 bucks...is time to deduct some money from de debt man...LOL.....

reach home at ard 215....bath man...so oily...my face gg le....sian diao......

a bit sad for ps-ing nette....cnt go her hse...but all in all...i nvr regretted dis choice...coz chs spas gang of 4-11 ROX!!!!!!!!!

it reminded me of my happy times in chs...de carefree times where we talk freely like nobody business....de times where we play wif de toilet doors wif coins when duak is shitting...de times when we steal duak water bottle or pencil case or anythin and throw into dustbin or hide somewhere in de cls....de times when we will whack each other and play wif each other like mad....but i noe...these times will nvr resurface again......

chs 4-11 spas gang....u all rox....

ppl who attended today outing.....
wil (myself)
duak (my doggy)
kr (shortie)
kiatsheng (pei yong jun)
daniel chan (rabbit)
matthew lu (de spas)
danny (ducky)
andy (de organiser today...i TINK so)
ambroyse (ang moh)
ming hui (de "STRONG" guy..ahem..lol)
xingzhi (yalam...MA LAI)

once again...claps and cheers to us....de fun gang tt will look out for each other.. :)

dis is somethin i can nvr find in ajc...
talkin cock freely....and nt being a loner but a loudspeaker....
but now....7 wonders is sort of paving its way to tt man....
我没有你想象中的坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装

BANKAI!!!