Sunday, October 29, 2006

i dunno y other ppl so easily succeed in bgr sia...see ar...for a bgr to succeed....muz haf 3 situations to coincide leh...
- the guy muz like the gal
- the gal muz oso like the guy
- the guy muz haf the guts to confess

see...probability of 3 situations coinciding is SO SO SO HARD!!!!

but actually gay/lesbian even harder....pity dem sia...
- the guy/gal muz be curved (not straight)
- he/she muz like another person of the same sex
- the person they like muz be curved oso
- the curved person muz like he/she oso
- 1 side muz haf the guts to confess

see...even worse....sad la hor..lucky i straight...

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

yawns....dota n dota n dota...sian n sian n sian...gimme something to do!!!!.....i juz had a wierd feeling when i see her blog...i know i haf hurt her deeply...haix...the feeling like i destroyed some1's life liddat...SO SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......haix....some type of things are nt meant for spur of head for tt moment onli....i guess...i can onli say sorry...bt i think saying sorry is so meaningless...aft hurting den say sorry...like slapping some1 den saiyang him again...so stupid la...bt other than sorry...dunno wad else to say....

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Friday, October 27, 2006

The Guardian

saving hundreds of lives...yet nt remembering the amount he saved...bt the amount he din manage to save...noble...in e end even sacrificing himself to save his disciple...

although he did indirectly cause the death of his fren...humans r not GOD...sure got mistake 1....ya..so muz be more forgiving n try to accept ppl's mistakes....

coz he is too devoted to his coast guard job...he lost his wife...i realise...when 1 is too devoted to sth...he tend to lose another thing...and till the e end..he might nt hold on to the thing he is devoted to....haix...


Death Note

Kira gotten a death note n started killing criminals and in e end even killing innocent ppl...ppl starting off wif a kind intention may still turn to evil in e end....

the anime said tt he was too bored tt is y he kills....agreed...life is juz so boring....


MORE N MORE MOVIES...wulala...broke liaoz...

find me sth to do?...msn..dota...bball....wat else...gonna study in holidays...bt tt is so BORING....sian sian sian....

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

today tio CWO...suay....dun wanna mention abt it...lazy to oso...i wan go get beauty sleep le...sleep early.....den can becum better looking...haha....tio said below average...sian....baskett....no mood liaoz...i go slp le...today cut hair...nt bad la...i m oso quite happy tt my hair is given to trainee to try...hope they can graduate 1 day...the 1 cutting my hair keep talking to me..so nice....

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

wah SO SIAN!!!!!...at home doing nth...and always onli i online...so pointless la....online den see contact list no1 to talk....haix...dunno wad can i do...can onli read comics lo...but i left the remaining hunter comic in my LOCKER!!!....now is really rot le...zzz....yawns...wan go out oso no money...tmd....

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

looking at yumin blog...the slideshows of wushu...wushu is my life...si xu ar...zhe xu ar...bang jie ar...kang rui ar...hwee teng ar...yvoone ar...yumin ar and all the rest....time pass so fast...1 more yr and we will be apart...guys botak suffering...gals rdy for UNI...i dunwan tt...sian...i dunwan separation...my twin...si xu, my advisor...bang jie, my dog tt is wif me for 5 yrs le...kr, my cca-cum-class-cum-PW mate...teng, pig...yumin, cute shortie..yvvone, shuai ge...zhe xu and 1 more...my ATM...jiao lian...

my class...0306
my lcpsk seh kia...ys, my heart-to-heart talk mate...kh, my family member...chuan, my cca-cum-class-cum-PW mate...teng (repeat la), my buddy...cheryl, my fierce PW leader...kf, the ant tt look so weak...helen, the siao siao de...yanling, the source of laughter...mui koon, the fierce-looking yet kind person...wanling, the joker...firdaus, the closet mugger, and in same grp of everythin wif me...farid, the cute round mugger...haikel, the person who treat me quite nice...priya, the spike-head, darrel, my tutor...annette, my comic supplier...jun hui

all n all...haix...i can understand how min feels...seeing her blog makes me think tt separation is inevitable...anythin unexpected may happen....so dun take any1 for granted ba...posting this blog in advance for nxt yr...where we all graduate...i will cry la...1 yr juz pass so fast...

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想用一杯Latte 把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的 那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

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hmm...mixed feelings now...glad tt teng got promoted...sad tt min n mui cnt get thrugh....i nvr expect any of my frenz to really really tio retained...i always thought tt it wun happen to frenz around me...bt it did....is the 2nd tyme le!!!....1st is bok in sec 3...he cnt promote wif us...now is JC...why liddat...actually now say anythin oso useless...i oso dunno hw to console ppl....now beri luan la...dam sian...how i wish i had the gut to argue wif the principal....i so coward!!!!...

today saw ppl in nexus scolding a gal vulgarities becos of PW...i got so pissed up...yet i m coward again...nvr say anythin..until mui's fren...the liang zai...i onli noe his name got a liang in it...dam cool...he scold the person although he is a stranger to me..i felt so appeased aft tt...see him scold tt person n they quarrel....i pity tt gal...den realise they from yvoone class...haix...watch Death Note today...the kira dam smart la....zai kia...haix...clever ppl r nt neccessary good ppl...good ppl will oso turn bad if they got sth powerful...at 1st onli kill criminal..later kill whoever tt gets in the way....

wonder how is every1 feeling now...i seriously dunno wad to say la...so i shall juz keep my mouth shut....in case i irritate ppl....juz cheer up..every1!

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

hmm...2 person got danger of retaining in our class lor...firdaus and mui...sad la...wah piang eh...cannot retain 1!!!wushu oso...yumin...cnt imagine tt la...wad we gonna do if yumin retain!!!....i hope they can promote leh....i wan same class wif dem still!!!...i wan the same cca teammates all tgt still...why MOE wan ppl study den make dem retain...when they teach ppl time is precious....yet for the sch's academic result in A lvls...they make those weak students retain....cnt they believe tt they will work hard nxt yr...haix...ren sheng sian sian...MOE beri cock cock de la...oso set up some stupid PW la....gif ppl troubles...gimme troubles oso....cause so many unhapiness to my grp mates...look so useless.....so pathetic....increase their workload due to my attitude n incompetence....sian la...OP stresss me somemore....all these n tt...all caused by MOE...i wan sacrifice my I n R....to reflect all the negative points abt PW....tt how much ppl hated tt subject...how useless it will be in our future life....USELESS!!!!.....

nxt tyme i becum MOE i wan abolish PW....i wan a lot ppl promote...separation so painful...still make us to go thrugh it....ta ma de...u watch out ar MOE...cross road muz raise hand...later bang into car...den i LAUGH....

天下无不散之宴席
easily said...hard to do it.....

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

promos result come back liaoz...for a bit of luck due to the kind deeds i haf done for the past 16 yrs of my life...i haf accidentally pass again...

Chem : E
Maths : E
Phy : E
GP : S
Econs : U

none above 50...lolz..bt as long as i pass...good enuff...

hope other wushu peeps n ex-1006 peeps n 0306 peeps pass too....

ty for every1 who haf taught me n guide me to the results i gotten today...a lot ppl to thanks...basically all my frenz...ty ppl!!!

now prepare for OP la...i know i m dam useless in my PW grp la...sry la....juz take me as dead....

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

today is talks n activities...1st coming up is the winning relationship thingy...tot it can help me to woo gals easier lo...bt there is nth abt tt...SO SAD...aiya...bt i so zai le...so is ok la.....juz went in n found out i m a C character...forgot the name of my character le..i think is kinestatic...think so...aiya..tt part is the BEST of the whole talk...coz it is sth so true la...my ans consist of 2As n 3Cs...so i m C n sub-A....C...some1 who fidgets n likes to move a lot...this is most true...i cnt sit still man....

2nd coming up...freaking lame thingy...esscence of leadership....ji lame la...espically the ball snatching part...sian...is basically doing nth...all bases are guarded by gals...n guys obviously cnt snatch..although i nt gentleman la...bt i oso wun fite wif gals la...1-sided win nt beri fun ya?....so i walk around talk cock lo...den come back see this stupid howard (dunno how to spell his name..take it as coward ba)....he snatching balls from gals in my team...teng alrdy fall on floor liaoz n he is still snatching...haix..better dun say he from chs....disgrace....i alrdy beri kind..go foward n tap his shoulder n tell him.."whey chs leh...dun liddat leh"...bt is obviously tt good advice falls on deaf ears...i got a bit fed up la so tickle him until he fall...and he still show me a pissed look n say dun play until so violent leh...boyboy...who started the violence 1st...n i onli tickle la...he is juz so WEAK....he shuld be kind tt i m those who dun fight...if nt he alrdy kena..onli tickle him nia leh...kind right me?....bt i did save teng n the gals...haha...know i gentleman le ba...

next is festival of life...adobe...lame la...i do until beri tired...instructions so messy...i shall nt elaborate on this part...

later go wushu room hang banner n take foto...as usual...we bond more than we work...talking cock most of the time instead...as a result...4.30 den done wif everythin...haix...pathetic...go home wan do WR oso cannot...asked kf bt kf outside...so she ask me ask teng...asked teng teng nvr reply...confirm sleeping la...she is forever a PIG...ONCE A PIG...FOREVER A PIG...
so i shall bring the rest of the undone work to sch tml...yawns...so tired now...11.50 le..i nid a good sleep...OP is stressing me the most....even the rehearsals is enuff to torture me mentally...u r sure to see me stammer...cherish tt moment...it is the onli moment where u can see me malu myself...and tt is during formal presentation...gl hf! OP SUX

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Friday, October 06, 2006

promos over le..bt feeling is like no diff leh...before promos is stare at notes...now is stare at com...no place to go oso...now nxt step is to wait for result n nth else...hope wun get retained...maths n chem is my onli hope now...phy is a total flop...econs worse la...GP depends on luck...

the hardest thing in this world is to be next to some1 and u know u cnt haf her...saw this quote from a stranger's blog...nt bad...

now is play n play n play...BT...STILL GOT 1 MORE LAP....OP!!!!....

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

long time no blog le...in fact...all other blogs of other ppl oso dead dead...all mugging for promos...i can see actually a lot r stressed la...bt why stressed when being stressed cnt help in anythin...u can onli cont to study hard if u think u haf nt prepared enuff...DUN STRESSED PPL!....SMILES :)

dunno why recently look at com screen den feel dam giddy...like the whole world shaking and my com screen oscillating up n dwn...wah siao liaoz...brain cancer liaoz...3 days ago heaty den nose bleed...2 days ago fever...yst bad cough...today nth much...bt siann-ess....coz of _______

promos soon...do or die...aft promos i wan play ball den shoot....hope can get the ball in...which i think beri beri hard lo...dun understand nvm...haha....maybe aft OP den play ba...it depends...
wulala...i hate OP....IMPROMPTU QN IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPL....WTH!!!!...

我的心事， 谁能了解， 就算了解， 也无能为力。
一切并非在我掌握之中， 就只能随缘吧

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