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Monday, October 27, 2008


5:25 AM

sent kh off le...take care man dude...

tdy 1st time wear like those long sleeve shirt to airport send him off...lol...they stunned...den they say why ys wear dis type so nice i wear like so "la ta" dotx

anyway...thx for de SUPER belated bdae present...hehe...i finalli got my own bball le wor...de wish list dere de bball can strike off le...haha....in my hse got like 5 bball le...

1 is de bdae present...
1 is teo de...
1 is olk de...
1 is my sis de...
another 1 i dunno where the shit it came from....

LOL....now tt my room finish de painting le...is time for mi to decorate and set up my room le...how ar...feel lazy sia...but gotta do it....nid money for tt oso...zzzz

fri 3am sleep
sat 330am sleep
tdy (sun) 530am sleep...
yue lai yue gay....

so right now...i going to sleep le....lol

nighto~


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Sunday, October 26, 2008


12:49 AM

last week has been a dam jialat week...de worst week ever...we had 4 days of exercise continuously...is nt physically tiring...but dam mentally tiring...is like PW times 1000 with a lot of shooting like Q n A...de sir shooting and shooting until de presenters dunno wat to say at all..i chose an easy topic and faster volunteer to present so tt ltr if harder part i wun kena chosen...LOL...so i keep smoke my way thrugh and survived without any shooting...i go up every1 instant laughing...all noe i dunno anythin....dotx

den de 5th day we got 4km fast march...jialat...leg and back dam pain...like old man...de aftermath...so mentally tiring for 4 days and physically tiring for de 5th day....anyway de 4 days we dun haf much slp...de 3rd day i onli slp 2 hrs on a stone table...wake up back shi pain de...dam cold oso...shivering like maddd

anyway...aft all these...nth much le...qte slack thrugh le...left 24km march and de final 42 km march...

and also...sergent tell us de variety of posting le...generally nt bad...onli a few will more xiong...i betta dun get de platoon sergent posting...if nt gg...i dun even noe anythin...hope go armour ba...

sometimes in de platoon..ppl keep sayin i slack..ma de..sometimes say too much a bit irritated...they jokingly say still nvm...some is realli show mi de tulan face...actualli a lot ppl oso slack...they onli pretend to be doing sth nia...wah lan eh...and worse is some oso slack still say mi...wtf man...lazy to argue back oso...watever

4 more weeks to pop...say fast nt fast...say slow nt slow...woots...finalli reached another phase of army...and is de final phase....GAMBETTA MAN!

anyway...change blog song alrdy...haha...from an emo song to a sweet sweet song...dis song realli sweet man...i like..somemore is charlene sing de...i love charlene de la...lol...qte cute de...


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Sunday, October 19, 2008


8:09 PM

another weekend gone...juz liddat...dis week go in cfm emo...haix...book in and straight away 3 exercises continuously...4 days...dam scared i kena arrow...i dunno anythin at all...

dis weekend...celebrated clement bdae...went eat yuki yaki....ok la...nice try dere...long time nvr eat steamboat...den we do DIY ice cream...dam stupid oso...lol..dunno wat r we supposed to do...so make a mess out of it....haha....but fun anyway...we went pool as well...9 feet...siam la...de feel total nt dere...keep misss....sian 1/2 oso....den ghost squad...haix...still nt god yet....tink everythin i do oso dam half std.....good at nth....

den at nite i ask teo over...ask him bring some alcohol...come drink wif mi....so aft dota session...ard 2am liddat...we go my hse nearby de playgrd...bought coke at 7 eleven as well...den he take out all de weapons....wow la...some XO bottle tt looks classy...180 bucks he say...buy at airport...WTF....den another grape wine bottle...130 bucks...another gay shit....we pour into de gulp cup...3/4 coke..1/4 XO...gg...he pour too much...i drink 1st sip chiong straight to de brain....instant seh diao...den de emo feel come straight le....feels good....so dis is why ppl drink to bury sorrow...dunno how to describe de feeling...so we drink and sit at de playgrd talk cock...de nite is peaceful...wind blowing...how peaceful....how nice....how emo....we left at 4am...concussed...walk back zig zag...drink qte too much...de sleep is good....we both juz fall aslp rather fast...anyway...for dis nite..i gotta thank teo....to pei mi...and to bring such expensive alcohol for my sake...wow la...gotta haf another session nxt time...is juz too good....

suddenli like lost objective and goal in life...dunno lei...ji lame....nth to achieve oso...in army...wat can i do...time is juz so limited.....

anyway...tt day cw guess correctly all de actions tt i will do at sumo house...LOL...zai sia...like he noe all de worms in my stomach liddat...

things juz go de wrong way ba....i tink is for mi...always wrong de.....shuldnt haf said things out....i too rash le...always folo my heart rather than my mind...wth

another 45 mins to set off....it is juz so short....

wil....u suck
原来呼吸是为了提醒一直在的伤心


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Tuesday, October 14, 2008


6:59 PM

500th POST!

lol...yea...every 100 post i will annouce...so wow..in a flash...dis blog has been wif mi for like close to 3 yrs le...from de times where i juz went JC....to de times where i struggle for promos...to de times where i finalli made it and get promoted...to de times where i get all emo abt za bor (which is qte stupid)...to de times where i still balonglong relac 1 corner when every1 is mugging for prelims...to de times where i tell de teachers tt dun worry...i start later but i can catch up de...to de times where i finalli sit for my A lvl...to de times where i graduated and gotten A A B for my A lvl where all de teachers are proud of mi..especially mr lau...to de times where i work for emit asia and keep going back ajc...to de times where i get enlisted and start to realise how much i miss AJC and how well all de teachers haf treated mi....to de times where i haf finalli grown up a little and can face de world myself....to de times where my life is starting to haf some goals in life...yuppp...tt is de mi now...hehe

ok lol..enuff of craps....i will nt let de 500th post be a stupid short one.....

it has been half a yr of army le...say short...nt short...den say long lei...ya...qte long...but guess wad..is juz a quarter way thrugh...but nonetheless...aft dis phrase...i can finalli be a sergent and be a permstaff...wonder how life as a permstaff is...in my opinion...it shuld be qte slack...juz cnt wait for pop now...which is 21st november..i tink tt period every1 can happy wif mi..coz their A lvl over le...lol....wat a good period to look foward to la...

anyway my sis oso having a good life...ma de...her job is some new skateboard job at east coast..den she got her own board...which looks rather cool...her boss modify for her somemore...lol...imagine working is juz like playing...dam it...how come i nt so lucky ar....den she got a lot good stuffs in her room oso....too bad last time i too heck care abt such stuffs le...juz happy-go-lucky...now still de same la...but haha...i tryin hard to improve de situation and my room...wat i nid is capital...so whoever is kind...donate some money to my room-fund...LOL....

a lot of ppl (my frenz, her frenz) all say tt her way of speaking and actions and char or watever is qte similar to mine...guess i influenced her too much haha...last time we keep fighting de....no wonder i made her so tomboy...den now our char make us sometimes chat wif each other abt life a bit bit...nt bad la...i feel good at times to chat wif my sis...haha...bet most ppl nt like us...siblings chit chatting...last time i nvr bother chat wif her as well..for my bro...ahem...he is totally nt same as us...dunno why i nvr influence him...tink too stupid le...he is totally...cui

ok end of ATT C for tdy...time to book in aft a 5-day break...woah...suddenli dun haf de army feel these 2 days...might even forgot to book in if i dun remind myself to....but guess i haf to go back to reality...cnt stay in my dream for too long...

this big illness since i enlisted has given me a long break...guess i shuld fall sick real big time every half a year den....

time to wake up...
wil..


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12:56 AM

tdy whole day has been feeling tired..real sleepy de feeling...yst see doc and gotten myself 3 days ATT C....can rest at home de feeling nt bad...tml nite book in...yea..tt is all..i m rather tired le...struggle and struggle...finalli decided to slp...sooooo....NIGHTO~

dere is so much i wanna achieve..


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Sunday, October 12, 2008


2:02 AM

shuwen gimme de godlike present..dam nice eh..finalli upload

~ mi and shuwen~
cute + shuai..win liaoz

went out wif shuwen tdy...had funn....i was feeling qte sick...coz cough 4 weeks le ma...den we walk ard...buy things...eat sushi teh...eat ben and jerry...haha...den i nt much appetite oso...feeling worse and worse slowly....den i ask my dad come fetch mi coz i no energy le...fetch her as well...as a bdae present -_- LOL no la..i treated her ok...

den in e car...gg...slp a while...wake up..head shi dam pain de...and feverish...when reach home...vomit straight away....de sushi teh is wasted...oh man...so now...grats...headache + blocked nose + cough + fever + sore throat (due to de continuous coughing) see if tml de fever got subside anot...if nt mabbe take MC den tml dun go back camp le....whole body qte weak de...wan do pumping oso cmi...cui diao liaoz....since enlist haben sick seriously yet...keep hold on until now burst out...everythin oso come...haix....tulan sia...

dis week dota qte a lot...haha...
k gotta slp le...seriously feel weakkk.....


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Thursday, October 09, 2008


5:25 PM

1st time blogging in computer lab in camp...lolz...qte fun la...


anyway juz gotten news yst that dota map 6.55 come out le...woots...like a finalli la...so long stagnent at 6.54b...


when new map come out aft a long time...always is major change de...loading screen change = sign of major change le...2 new heros 4 new items...a lot of items oso change their receipe le...wow la...i tink most likely i will buy wrong item to complete the equipment that i wan...lol...like that time battle fury changed receipe from mithril hammer to claymore...i keep buying hammer when i wan battle fury...zzz...history is so gonna repeat man....

another major change is that now tp can no longer provide armour le...that makes it harder to def and oso harder to play de style of teamwork tt i always wan...but now got another item to gif twr armour for 4 sec...but cooldown is 6 min...so betta dun mis-use it man... (zz..halfway com lab off de internet..den all these stay as draft)

lemme carry on here...finalli book out le...see ching blog...see yk blog...all de graduation pics...damn it...memories flow back...dam bloodi miss those days....a bit wanna cry de feeling...coz i noe clearly...i cnt go back to de ajc days....how peaceful man...army is nvr realli peaceful...always got shouting here and dere...rushing here and dere...i try nt to get involved...juz stay 1 corner live my peaceful life...i always tell my bunk mate this...i juz wan to complete this course...pass out and leave this place peacefully...no troubles...nth....

tdy juz do SOC test...haix...10.26...got a killer slope...dam tiring...i failed...wth....chaooo siann....o ya...my cough 4 weeks le...woots...breaking record soon...before SOC i cough a bit too hard...until nearli vomit...omg de...i still tinking shuld i do SOC anot...in e end...heck it...juz do...lucky i din drop dead...anyway aft de SOC...i feel dam breathless...de aftermath as usual...is a whole day thingy....whole day feel qte unwell de...but wat to do...suck thumb lo....

anyway...chin up still stuck at 12...i wonder why...wth lo....can go bang wall le...cui shit....

in a flash...8 weeks le..dis sun go in is 9th week...den 5 more weeks to pop...which means...5 more weeks to de end of A lvl as well...how fast...i tink i will come out as a cock sergent...coz till now...i tink i dunno much things...LOL...juz smoking my way thrugh de entire course...PRETENDING to study and PRETEND to noe things nia...dis is wat i am best at isnt it...lol...

i wan de figures in my bank acct to jump lei...but hor...it seems hard...LOL!


where is 财神?
i wan add u in frenster man...
lets be frenz~


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Sunday, October 05, 2008


10:07 AM

changed my blog song again le...at 1st i tinkin shuld change anot de bo...coz i oso like de previous blog song...cnt bear to change la...but still...dis song gimme de BLOODI emo feel...realli is GODLIKE man...

de best part of song is dis man...
一个人其实不孤寂
想一个人才最孤寂
原来呼吸是为了提醒一直在的伤心
爱若能回转到分开的雨季
Baby 多想告诉你 我真的在乎你

and de SUPER SUPER BEST part of de whole song....
原来呼吸是为了提醒一直在的伤心
realli love it when comes to dis part...
emo feel juz overwhelm mi la....

daryl juz tell mi sth tt stunned mi....
though is over le....
but still....
i qte bui song....
and a bit emo....

de song...tink abt it man...how true....
even if u r alone...it doesnt mean u will feel loneliness...
u onli feel loneliness when u think abt some1...miss some1....
i suddenli tink...
woah how true man....

and de worst part is tt u cnt even tell her u miss her when u realli do....

another army kia die again....
by doing chin up....
it sets mi tinking...
when m i de nxt....
he is a young fit guy...
basketballer...
can die juz by doing chin up...
though he has MC...
but shuldnt extreme till die for chin up...
juz like de guy who walk to death...
all these are sudden death...
u cnt expect it de...
maybe is KIRA at work...
maybe is fate....
maybe is de army sucky aura....
but still...they are dead....

i coughing 3 weeks non stop le...
tulan...maybe lung bursting le....

i m gettin sick of booking out and in...
is juz a stupid cycle...


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