Friday, August 31, 2007

thx to my bloodi dumb sis...she accept virus on msn...de foto album thingy...now my laptop qte laggy...any1 who noe how to clear...pls bloodi tell me...now de prob is...i dun even noe clear le ma...fuck...

now 4th event appears....thx sia...matt and daniel asking for lan...ok now i m reallli bloodi screwed....zzzzz......some1 teach me how to duplicate myself ba....

BANKAI!!!

today marks de end of GP prelims...woohooo...glad to say...i tink i can pass...I TINK...well thoughts can be misled at times...so if i fail...dun laugh at me...zzz.....

went to ys hse for steamboat...rotted a while...dota and o2jam at his hse before eating..gay...i beri fast full le...indeed...my appeitite realli gettin smaller and smaller...is sort of a benefit to jiao lian ba...wallet burn less vigorously...LOL.....anyway reach home at ard 9+...spas wif nette kh n maggie on bus...talk like nobody business.....go home use laptop..haix...sis delete history...she hiding sth...but i dunno wat...and i lost some of de blog url as a result...ma de?...i m qte pissed off....

tml got 3 events la...HOW....running session wif nette....wil wee 4-11 gathering....and oso kiatsheng tt gang de outing...ma de la...i realli dunno how le...i tink de choice is btw runnin session and kiatsheng steamboat...duak oso gg ma..long time nvr see my beloved dog le...tt is y....marina bay oso closing dwn soon so i wanna go before it is closed....

sleep late again...shit la...becos of de history thingy....forgot to sms teo at 12...ma de?...sms-ed at 1213...well...is teo bdae...wuahaha.....happy bdae man teo......

wonder when my face will recover la...more n more bo confidence le...zzz.....gg to me la...sui bian liaoz...ta ma de sian....

rahhhhh!!!!!!
junhui...u nid gimme ur de xanga blog link again....tt guai lan link i cnt remember

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

changed new blogskin le...kr say nt suit me lei...-_-...aiya sui bian ba...i like both my previous 1 and dis current 1...woots...lol...loner's life...dis blogskin matches my url and everythin man.....haha....today played 2 games of od....both games +ve frag....od is qte fun la...and so bloodi easy to farm...ok tt is it man..i m trainin od...2nd match play wif kr and kr nt bad...gt spree....and i see some improvement...sort of consoled me a little man....hard work pays off...

today went sch for math remedial....de rain so big....ma de..i spas in mrt station for like 30 mins until i saw jing kang...den we share umbrella walk to ajc...wth la...de shoes is COMPLETELY wet...and de pants 3/4 wet...is realli until the thigh dere...btm all wet...de rain is freaking big....reach le alrdy late for remedial for 1hr...HOWEVER...my talent...last to reach...1st to graduate...woohoo...i rox man....shuang feeling....

bro pissed me offf again by off-ing my modem while i dotaing halfway...ma de...of coz...heated argument occured....N18...got violent content...haha....aiya sui bian ba...he is juz qian da.....no me = no od...den fv sure own...den team lose...thx...zzz......

dis blog song oso rox too....haha....

even if i were to forsake this world....
i wun forsake u....

BANKAI!!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

i m nt organising things tgt and gather le...1 side keep gg sch until late....another side no host dunwan play den darren ask if wan fite his frenz....den i onli ask nia den dunno PMS or watever shit....keep stuffin words into my mouth and sayin things so harshly when i nvr even tink of it...ya...is juz so lame...i m sick n tired of calling and smsing and no1 is appreciating but juz thinking dis is so easy to do....host tt side got prob...i nid inform players...players tt side got prob...i nid find sub....when no. of players too mani...haf de need for internal...den dunwan play...wan play muz haf host...muz be external...muz be sentinels.....everythin oso wan...tink everythin so easy...while i nid let u all play..i nid to ps ppl sometimes and i always be de devil...by ps-ing some of de players....when players juz nice...den no host...wan go mirc....scourge den dunwan play....is indeed bloodi troublesome.....i m seriously pissed off abt today incident and i am tired to do this every single day le....

so...i m playin alone from now on...wan play tgt den tell me....

today had 3 games of dota...all 3 owns....sa 10-2 despite having sg to counter me....and is against darren fren somemore....lol strangers against frenz and we win....shuai la...den ltr team wif cheese my omni farm gay man...playing alone and playin tgt makes no diff...i can own anyway....

juz sit dere wait for ppl do things....
and still kp-ing....lame....
keep threatening abt dunwan play....
i wondering why m i threatened by tt in e 1st place...
mabbe u bad mood...but another side is nt having a good mood either....
especially encountering prob for finding host FOR U.....
and found le and u gif tt bloodi tone....
ya FUCK

BANKAI!!!

Monday, August 27, 2007

today de dota finalli win...i haf a feeling my luck will change for the better...anyway...juz felt stupid for a while while...ma de...i shall not elaborate...i realli slow or slow i tink....zzzz....teo ar...u made me see my stupidity....wt fish.....

my blogskin will change soon....to a DAM DAM nice de....lets wait and see...o ya and teo...sssshh abt it k?...thx...haha....

today went olk hse watch flashpoint...SHUAI LA...de movie i ask for always rox so much...wuahaha...shuai dai le.....

i shall sleep now...1230 le...ma de...is a gg....

when can my o2jam be beri zai....
when can my farmin denying be perfect...
when can my studies be godly....
welll....wait long long ba wilson tan...
LOL!!!!

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

recently de mood is bad de...nth seems to be right...but everythin seems to be wrong...so wat is dis?

wellll.....dis is my world....
welcome to my world.....

黑暗的世界

BANKAI!!!

todayy..wat word can i use to describe.....ok...got it...FUCKED.....

i decided to go wushu for de last session...1stly becos i wan try surf n turf...2ndly is becos qte long nvr see jiao lian le...so see lor....who noes...von n sixu today oso go...wa...fate play ppl....i long time bo go...i go den they oso go....ji guai lan...why de fuck is heaven opposing me....see sixu i jiu dam dam sian le....somemore wif von so is fuckin sian....

ok nvm....juz bball ba...mi n kr vs sixu n daryl...lose....wat can i say...lose to sixu again....everythin oso lose...destined de...own gal oso lose to him....i realise my stamina and fitness dropping like rocket....easily pant....

nxt up....von went run track...and i 100% guranteee chop who is de 1 beside her....

sixu wan go home le...den aft sixu went to wushu room...von oso say she going home...i 100% gurantee chop again they went home tgt...and is planned de...and i 80% gurantee chop is they arrange to come wushu tgt de....ya fuck....i more n more sian everyday...1 day if i see sixu n von holding hands oso not sth rare...i juz haf myself to blame....

since wed i noe abt draft match wif photog...alrdy dam stressed wif everythin falling on my shoulders le...keep plannin heros and all sorts of possible things.....

today jiao lian finalli went eat wif dem...haha...muz be becos i went so jiao lian went...he missed me la...haha....and i will get a treat if i get 5 As for A lvl...a BIG treat somemore...aiya juz dream ba....

went home for dota.....de match finalli arrived...1st game...tio own....2nd game of rm...oso tio own...is nt lose...is tio own..FUCK sia...thrughout the game i dun feel teamwork at all...is nt other ppl fault....is mine...or rather say...no1's bad....is juz tt every1 played a part...and de chemistry is juz nt dere...perhaps is becos of anxiety ba...but 1 day...i swear to win dem back....ys today off-form...dunno y...his every action seems spas....zzz....

ok....so de game ended....missed de sesssion of o2jam wif nette they all....and lost in e end somemore...wat is dis!?.....den wan go mirc wif olk...olk zion hang...teo zion oso...ok...no games....spas ba......

den tml plan to go olk hse...olk say he got sch...ok fuck again...den nid tell every1 change to sunday....dis whole week our dota no host becos olk everyday nite study until so bloodi late...finalli over and now sat oso eaten up...i no longer normal sian...is ta ma de sian....

when everythin is flopping in ur world....den anythin doesnt matter le....i juz feel lyk rotting in 1 corner...choose hero...lead team...oso lead dem to loss....i gt nth else to say or fend for myself...i m a loser ba...destined to lose....destined to spas...

the onli zai and happy moment today seems to be de times i spent wif 3 musketeers and de library session wif kh junhui and maggie....
well....ppl's laughter cheer me up a little....

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

today played templar....15-3...GODLIKE...den ended...nth much to say ba...i play guai lan build somemore...wth la....completed raiper in e end anyway....lol...gayyyy....ya tt is de way....

fri gt match against photog. sia....cnt lose...i now stomach cramp becos of plannin de heros la..i scared whole team lose becos of a mistake....hope we can make it and win....if nt malu...got 1 wcg player somemore....we r indeed testin the untestable sia.....felt bad for ps-ing kr...but bo bian...wcg lei...is too high a std....train more la kr...zzzz...my hope pinned on u sia...

tml de lesson...bloodi useless???...civic den pe den break den math lect den go home...ma de....lame la...

today is a funni day...i get to noe abt sth....LOL...is realli funni until mi n ys started rolling....LOL...is a secret...sry.....and oso...celebrated cheryl n ys bdae...ANOTHER FUNNI SCENE....ys and cheryl...ahem...they like north and north pole...they repel....take foto oso got dist de...LOL....den both so wierd...1 so stiff...another blush....GG....

sleepy le....nighto peeps!!!
wish me good luck for fri de match....

wonder if i m the onli 1 who is still spas-ing instead of mugging....
zzzz....

BANKAI!!!

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

ok...is time for me to blogg again...so here goes....

today is qte a good day i will say....i pon gp lect...haix...not i dunwan go lor...1stly...i m too tired to go n focus...sappho somemore...cnt sleep...2nd...i noe going thrugh essay den can learn a bit de...in sappho...but tt means it will be last time where we muz write den mabbe will kena for presentation la....den muz present ideas somemore...i dunwan risk man...i prefer silence...silence is golden ma...why always make me tok...ma de...so went home at 1215....kr coming my hse mugg ma...

reach le 1st thingy is do wat lei?...of coz is....EAT LA...kr stomach gastric soon so i haf to save him...1 cup noodle save a life...nt bad...so aft eating we rotted for a while and started on work..i did phy paper 2...woohoo...nt bad de la...den kr doing math..i solve the 1st math qn for him when he dunno hw to do and tt gimme confidence on my math and i solve it in like 2sec?...integration...when he cnt solve it...haha...but subsequent qn...my confidence drop to the bottom pit...ok math is still a gg which i conclude...back to phy ba...finish phy paper 2 le...so we started toking...tok tok tok...tok abt everythin...lolz...i tink...if i and kr or cw...dun tok for like since we met...i tink we alrdy conserve abt 10KJ of energy le....lol...we 3 always haf everythin to tok under de sun...from dota to bgr to crapps....

today shuwen called me...woah la..long time since i hear her voice...actualli dunno ba...lol...last time my post say abt some1 who used to be qte close jiu shi her lo....haha...she call den i was like "wah"...nt bad la...qte a good day la....at least i noe she haben forget me lo...ya i tink she wun la...forever scolding me stupid???....today finalli called me den STILL say i stupid...*speechless*i noe i smart anyway la...so her scolding wun affect my confidence...haha...good luck to her spa tml ba....

so today did phy paper 2 lo...ya...qte productive to me le...do 1 paper i feel happy le...dis whole week sux...olk got nite study...ma de...cock up nyjc....stay back until 9 to study...and is whole week...dota army dis whole week siann-ing....even i haf to mirc myself...so nth much to blog abt dota these few days le...ownself play got wat shit to write...nth lor...

o2jam i forever wun lvl up le..coz i m stuck at lvl 11...cnt complete the bloodi mission or rather say...i dun even attempt...coz i prefer to stay at low lvl...lvl so high for wat...so high den so noob...spas meh?....

prelims coming le...wondering if i so slack can tehan bo...gg la?....every1 else is REALLI mugging le...i tink whole class left me n ys still sittin in classs like a loser....aiya sui bian ba...i hate competitive society sia....go lalaland betta.....

toking abt lala land...today kr come my hse and aft doing work...he jam wif my acct coz i ask him earn money for me..i wan buy the shake head hair which cost 100k...i sleepy so i ask him play...he is a flop man...i fell asleep anyway and wake up 1 hr ltr...wow la...i long time nvr nap le...SERIOUSLY long time...coz i always wanted to sleep earli for the sake of my face...den if afternoon nap de hua...den nite mabbe cnt sleep...but today is too tired tt i gif in to the zzz monster...dis show how tired i am....

i realise i haf an ulcer at my lips la?...no wonder i drink water will pain....i tot is skin peel....so is ULCER....nice hiding spot la...aiya...sian diao....

ok post gettin too long...ppl will sleep....so i shall end here....

everytime i hear ppl sending sms to 93.3
how i wish 1 day i can send 1 oso and telling u over broadcast
that i still luv u till now.....

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

congratss ba...dis is de 300th post...qte zai indeed...dis blog has lasted for sooooooooooo long...and it is still going on strong....lolz....it has accompanied me thrugh rain n shine....so i shall display my gratitude to dis blog here ba...ty blog :)

juz nw got a game of internal...against darren and frenz..and...we lost...sian la....why internal we always seem to lose neh...isit tt we can onli fite against de pub and when we fite against fren...we tio screwed...or de prob wif teamwork and coordination lei....i dunno...i cnt seem to find de prob....but nvm...a step by a step ba....

today went fireworks and hmmm...dis yr de fireworks less interesting ba....last yr de rox more....but is realli ppl mountain ppl sea la...always see a lot of heads around de...last yr de scene still traumitise me....when u peek dwn and OMG...full of humans and the crowd is unmovable...dam frightening can?....dis yr betta la...we went PS eat BK den jiu go home le.....

today is another day spent without books....i dun like books...YECK!......
tml is sunday le...den monday sch again...i hate sch!!!!! yet i wan go sch to laugh n tok wif frenz....haha.....stay at hse usualli will turn emo....-_-.....

a random thought when i was sittin in de mrt on e way home....ppl meet by twist of fate...and they juz come n go in ur life....wif onli a few leaving footprints in within ur heart....2 person can be beri beri close and suddenli....they may appear to be strangers....when i m sayin this....i m thinkin abt some1....nt von of coz..haha....i dunno eh...but mabbe de prob lies wif me ba...but no matter wat....she is leading her happi life now and i m leading mine qte peacefully too....so...it doesnt realli make a diff la....juz a random thought nia....

as As advance nearer and nearer...i gt the tinge of worry....fear tt i cnt complete my revision and be prepared for As in time...and yet...sometimes i dismiss dis thought and think tt actualli dere is still a lot of time.....haix....see how ba....i prefer to enjoy life man....

if 1 day i m on de verge of death....
ppl say tt ur tape of life will run thrugh ur minds wif those images and memories u haf...
will my recollection of my past and my life be a happy tape tt tells me tt i cnt bear to die...or a sad tape tt tells me tt there is nth else in dis world tt is worth me living for anymore...

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, August 18, 2007

today...nvr go sch again....coz i rather stressed abt fri de gp consultation...who noes in e end chem timed prac bring foward la...so actualli go sch oso wun kena consultation de lor...siann-ed..shuld haf gone sch...at least can see nv shen no.2 haha....

wake up le...sleep again...wake up le...sleep again...sleep all e way until 1130....den finalli decided to wake up...nt beri productive....today mainly is o2jam and dota....

finalli jam wif nette le!...haha...i can say tt she is nt beri pro..sometimes can lose to me...means nt pro le...coz i m a noobie...haha....today de o2jam beri crowded...shiok...weiqi kh mi olk nette and piggy....lolz...is shuang de...but i keep getting last...and onli my o2jam char naked...sian lor...

bloggin become an everyday activity le...LOL....and always...dota experience for de day will be mentioned...so today is no exception..today use rhasta...SHUAI LA...16-4...and today de game...is 1 of de best game...everythin run so smoothly....every action seem so decisive and fast....and teamwork is dere....it doesnt work wif verbal command...but dis time...it works wif chemistry...chemistry within de team....i feel happy....and feel fortunate...to see dis game....woots...jiayou and cont to do well ba peeps!

now is 2am...ys de bdae...i believe he is qte happy ba...fb sms is from ahem....sadded tt i m nt the 1 who fb...but nvm...i got a lot of kills...i lead my army to wish him happy bdae at 12 la...shuai...he feel touched...and i m glad...haha...

today is rather a good day.....good!!!!!!! let it stay on ba...

tml fireworks and gg olk hse for knockedup...wulala....shuai....

没有结果的感情
就像水一样
就算你紧紧地握着
它也会从你手中流失掉的
所以我决定放手

BANKAI!!!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

today watched secrets....i m prepared to cry le..but who noes...wt fish la..WHO THE HELL TOLD ME IS SADDENING....ma de sia....

the plot is nice...zai la...i nvr expect it...i keep guessin wrongly eh....at 1st i tot de gal disappear coz she contract some terminal disease and will die in e end...den wrong....den ltr realise onli jay chou can see her...den i guess...wth...romance become ghost story?....i guess tt xiao yu is a ghost...I M BLOODI WRONG again....so final conclusion?...she leap thrugh time....ok...nice...i admit defeat....20 yrs gap....a tinge of coincidence and destiny....an ever-lasting love....

in e end is happy ending la....and de most zai part is when jay's dad, huang qiu sheng realise tt 20 yrs ago...his student tt tell him abt her leapin to the future and haf a bf dere and tt bf make her sad...which he did nt believe...qiu sheng finalli believe when his son ask him who is xiao yu...and qiu sheng took out de score tt xiao yu left in his care...the score tt is able to leap thrugh time...and he saw a folded corner tt writes his son name...he finalli realise everythin....de bf tt xiao yu has is jay chou...his own son 20 yrs ltr from xiao yu generation...jay chou oso realise everythin n run to de old piano room before it is dismantled...and played de score tt can let him travel back to 20 yrs ago....den de father run n run but unable to stop his son...so in e end...jay chou went back to 20 yrs ago de generation n stayed dere...

the piano rox...their finger so bloodi fast...like 02jam liddat...more zai than 02jam la...OMG....and is always my dream to be able to play piano...dunnid beri zai...can play some pop songs jiu shuang le...but i cnt even read the beansprouts and my music talent...qte sux ar...so dream jiu hao le....i see jay chou flirt wif de xiao yu and at the piano they cross hands to play piano tgt...wow la...romantic!....too bad i dunno piano...so cnt do tt wif gals...ARGH!!!...i wan learn piano...got so mani advantage n benefits....

today dota session...woots...my pudge owned again....shuai la...reach holy shit and got 5.3k hp...is almost nid a lot ppl to kill me and aft killing me...sry....but i got ageis...wuahaha...fun sia....win in e end...potm is olk and his arrow tio means my hook tio....shuai la...always those scene tt rox....pudge!!! he is back and as fat and ugly as ever...and DANGEROUS as ever...woohoo!

"i will find u no matter wat it takes"
i guess dis will onli occur btw 2 person who truely love each other...
but certainly...such determination holds no meaning for 1-sided....
but...i oso hope to find u no matter wat it takes....

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

today dota...is once again another crappp...haix...lose...sadded...recently cw joinin us less n less...due to his sickness...nvm..we r still waitin for ur return....

tml will be watching secrets....romantic show...time for me to reflect....

o2jam wif junhui kh and qi juz nw...flop flop flop...all my ranking last...ma de sian....humiliation man...

today chem timed prac is nt bad afteralll....at least i m nt stoning dere like a spas la???...nt bad nt bad...gimme some hope dere...and my organic essay rox as usuall....indeed...it is my strongest forte....i manage to find all de compounds....shuai la...kiss my ass ba...wuahaha....

today oso something fateful...during time prac...von sit infront of our cls..and is DIRECTLY infront of annette la...LOL...and their head got collide...haha...funni sia....nv shen 1 and nv shen 2...wuahaha....

mi n nett broke de record of puzzle bubble tgt!...is TGT...wuahaha...shuang la...1,300,000...7 digits lei...OWNING...but the sad thingy is...1st...i dunno whose name to type...so aft much creativity....wil+net...of coz is wet la....so i wanna type WET for de name of high score...DEN I TYPE WRONG....BECOME WDT....ma de la...sian diao...so high de score...so cock de name...thx la....zzz...sui bian ba....haha...

today morn tio scolded by lcpsk...ok..i m de target...blame it on my simple-thinking or watever ba....haix...nvr come to think so much lo.....

last nite nvr sleep welll...dam tired...i dreamt of a bloodi spas dream and is a bloodi long 1....i dreamt tt ppl think i pour mayo on dem and they started chasing aft me...including teo somemore la...chs ppl all chasing me...and is like i on an adventure to escape...like those horror movie where u struggle thrugh life n death to escape....den juz when i finalli was abt to escape...my dad waked me up...I OVERSLEPT...wat an adventure....dream means nvr sleep well..coz ur mind is still thinkin abt sth when u resting...ya...and de dream is qte true...today lcpsk on my heels le...see?...my foretelling...dun play play...

simple life...simple wishes...
if u were to choose to live happily or sadly....
i tink...
i will choose to live happily ba....
so here i am... :)

BANKAI!!!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

wah...so busy sia...juz spent 50 mins on de luv blog...den now nid do own blog..zai la...ppl mugging i blogging...wat is tis?...

dota pudge holy shit..10-0 juz nice...shuai la...but lose coz they spammers....seeing my pudge frag...made me feel satisfied...at least....i haf nt let my trainin go to drain...we owned jeremy....lol...cocky peeps deserved to be punished...so i punished him..i tink his bone got zero frag...he say bone linken...haha...crapppp la...2nd game i rhasta...oso owning...lvl 6 blink dagger....gay la....and 2-0 frag le....but dc in e end...wt!?

recently play...always spiking...i wonder is olk com or zion...zzz....olk...is time to reflect...haha....started on o2jam le...ppl A lvl den i start on new game...qte spas right?...haix...i doing more n more guai lan thingy le...zzz....

today watched rush hr 3 wif ys kr teo and olk...it is a bloodi nice show...DAM DAM FUNNI CAN?.....i laugh until like dunno wat...ys n kr beside me oso laugh until like dunno wat....i muz credit ys for letting me kop his fried cheese and his chicken...woots...u rox man...provide me food in cinema...den provide enemy food in dota...HAHA...sniper foody....the black man in de show is definitely a joker...he open mouth i wan to laugh le...see his face...oso wan to laugh la...nice 1 dere....

ok....tired le...tml got timed prac la..wt shit...i sian of JC life le...today is another loser day coz i did nth again....clappppsss....

i tinking....
my revision is more n more screwed le...
HOW!!???
heck care lo.....
haha!

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

haf nt been doing work...i m slackin more n more...i bet every1 is mugging....onli i rotting here...

i remember de dota times i haf...since sec 3 until now...from beri noob...my 1st random hero...tinker...until bryan telling me abt na...until i training in mirc...until i met my TRE team...until i stopped due to promos....until i train olk....until i train my own frenz....until de stage where we decided to specialise...until the stage where ppl accuse mi of mh when i hook nice wif pudge....until now...which i dunno is watever thingy...wat a long journey...

and now tt remains of TRE...is cheese...haha...where we still talk....i tink..how amazing fate is....from strangers...we met in mirc...a game of dota...made us frenz in msn....den become clan....den even if clan disperse le...we still talk....nt bad afterall....

shuwen recently seems happier n happier...haha...at least liddat wun like last time la...keep throwin tantrum....great improvement...thks to de cute guy ba...

today went causeway wif cw olk n teo...actualli is juz mi olk n teo nia...but cw relatives suddenli go his hse...he sian so he come out wif us...we played arcade...TC4...i sux man...indeed loser...den bball i oso beri lousy la...bad bad day....aft tt went eat macs...den go olk hse watch simpsons...nt bad la..qte crappp...juz tt i falling asleep....

不管结果会如何如何
我只想要在这里下车
不管结果的是是非非
开心的是自己能单飞
i m better off alone....
i hope everythin can end here...

BANKAI!!!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

haix...recently play pudge....is certainly nt a beri shuang feeling...play pudge 10 times...9 times tio accuse mh...wth la...even when own teammate mh...i will ask dem off it la...so wat's more myself...coz i simply hate mh...if u mh...u play for wat...might as well play single player den off fog of war...retarded spas in de dota realm juz sux....

ok...today is sat...so tt means more of study...ya..i gonna study qte a bit today ba...study wif intervals of playing...juz finished playin and nxt timing for playin is 4pm...now is 1.40pm...i can study for like 2 hrs den play again...den ltr nite again...hope i gt de stamina to study for 2 hrs..usualli 30 mins i gg le....concentration span jiu shi tt little for me de....

olk is mabbe gg for potm...coz i decided nt to embark on specialising of potm le...coz potm skill clash wif pudge...2ndly...potm too easy to use...a bit sian la...rhasta is mroe fun...my reflex rox for de team....so i gg rhasta/pudge...1 melee 1 range....olk gg potm/spec or vs/spec...he still considering i tink...cw...lr lor...i dun even noe his melee wan wat...he is juz nt determined in his training...a bit loser sia...time to reflect....kr bo bian...coz he confirm cnt melee de...so he shuld be veno/storm/thd....yup...den ys is sk/sniper....ok ba...tt is all abt it....

hmmm.....prelims coming...so muz faster study le...haha...still haben start doing qn la..still on notes...a bit slow...time to buck up...haha.....now i no longer mix wif wushu peeps le...sadded....the place where u appear will not be de place where i appear...simple reason....lolz...but kr oso tink...actualli wushu is nt tt bonded afterall...is juz de 3 of us tt is bonded....as in nt bonded in general la...exlcuding bangjie...coz bangjie is qte bonded wif us...haha...de rest...hmmm...sort of hi-bye lor...sixu ar...jiu dunnid say le...haha...

nxt week watchin secrets wif 3 musketeers...den olk oso requested for rush hr 3...omg la..i tink i m dead....2 movies....
i ask here ba...ys...olk ask me to ask u go rush hr 3 oso...he wanna see de zai sniper....LOL....it will be on a weekday...aft sch....actualli i m nt asking u to go la...i m INFORMING u to go...so u cnt reject ba....

time to go off...and rdy to CONTINUE READING NOTES....sian..when can i haf the power to do qn sia...i wan ttt...coz is bloodi fun...

ANYWAY....HAPPY BDAE CHERYL KHOO
yup...yst stay up until 12 juz to sms her 1st blood sms lor....if nt can sleep at 11 for my beauty sleep...nvm la...1 night wun hurt...i m still qte shuai...wuahaha...ok realli muz go off le...

recently got hooked onto FM 9.33
betta than listening to my limited collection of songs...
now i m listening to it lor...
haha...earplugs ON!

BANKAI!!!

today 7 wonders outing....went where leh?...cartel lor...i called for dunno wat chicken wif mushroom sauce de la...shuld call meat lovers la...den satisfy my huge appetite...in e end keep eatin bread...spas jiu shi spas...den they suddenli say out abt annette is goddess 2....make me red face la...sian....

luckly in e end...din realli spend much...overall...today is a bloodi good day...keep laughing...stomach muscles coming out le....de shoppin is qte tiredious...bui tehan sia...leg wan break le...den mi n ys go see at 1 corner...den saw dis bloodi funni scene...I JUZ CNT STOP LAUGHING...*whackin tummy sia* LOL.....

den ltr we went dis weaponary shop...den ys break de kunai....DAM FUNNI LA....i feel lyk laughing...lucky dunnid pay....DAM DAM DAM FUNNI....as i m typin this...i m still laughing...lolz....

den ltr went arcade lo...daytona...1st sia..i rox man...haha....den ltr jiu going home soon le lor....in between suddenli tink abt u....den emo for a period...den decided...shuldnt liddat...so i m alive again...

at home dota...shuai...rhasta trainin session commence le...will alternate btw pudge n rhasta la....chatted wif junhui....LOL....talkin a lot crapppp....so singhua is junhui pri sch classmate...wat a small world...i m qte sian now....junhui say at 1st she come into dis class...dun dare tok to me and ys...coz we look like pai kia...so i see....LOL...den she say...but when i quiet quiet listen to teacher...look like innocent boy...she say is a compliment...so i assume she sayin i cute...wuahaha...shuang....i love compliments...

today nvr go ice skatin wif ajwushu...basicalli is becos of de presence of 2 ppl la...suan le...i heard annette wan go...nxt time go wif 7 wonders la...i nvr skate before...go dere do egg roll oso nt bad de....

fate plays an important part in life...
forgetting u in process......

BANKAI!!!

Thursday, August 09, 2007

ok...lets get started...today i summoned my dota army and brothers to my hse...kh kr cw teo olk bok...1st we played bball...qte fun la..i pia like mad...and i realise my stamina is realli sucky now...haix...heart will ache somemore la...but as usual....i blocked bok like mad...i tink i haf the top blocks la...shuai...but bball std i drop like mad le...

aft tt went my hse..and 6 of dem suck all my rice n dishes to zero...zai sia...bok is gettin more n more greedy le...if i nt wrong i remember kh likes home-cooked food but he usualli cnt enjoy it...so i tink he eat until qte shuang ba....lolz....thank me ba kh...tml cartel...the treat is urs man....

aft tt kh zao...while they all lazing ard my hse...den aft tt we keep dotaing lor...still can do wat neh....den in e end watch ndp den went home...we regretted nt gg city hall to view it...haha...

ok...in e end nth much la....dota screwed again...haix...pudge de hooks...still nt perfect...specialising gets boring sometimes...i tink nxt hero is rhasta...pudge n rhasta...woots...tml gg cartel le...hope my wallet...can tehan....oh damn.....

the specialising gang is improving...ys de sniper cs is qte gay la...my pudge de hook is qte god too...olk spec de farming is nt bad oso....cw...ahem...always so nt determined....so his specialising still see no result...kr ar...haix..reflex n situational thinking pls...farmin denyin too...all aspects muz improve...

haix...i tink by tml cnt improve pimples to perfect yet...nvm ba..as much as posssible ba...tml muz appear shuai shuai in front of annette!...haha...juz jokin la...qte excited abt tml...1 day gone liddat wif de 7 wonders...dunnid tink abt u...haha....recently nt bad la...thinkin of u less n less....as xpected...i tink i shuld cut contacts wif u den can restrain myself sia...so i juz do tt ba..betta than keep emo-ing dere like a spas...

gonna watch secrets nxt weeek....wuahaha....romance show...mabbe it can teach me hw to organise my bgr life...so screwed.....

i reflect....due to my recklessness and naive-ness in e past...i hurt some1 tt treat me ultra n bloodi nice...i din noe anythin abt bgr and juz chiong into it without noeing things like commitment and everythin....inexperience causes both sides to suffer...especially her...but now i noe more le....so i finalli understand everythin now which i dun in e past...everythin tt happen in e past keep appearin in my mind recently...the times we spent in ur hse...memories kept here(in e heart)
一失足成千古恨

我愿意为了你这一棵树，而放弃整个森林
但是现在，我决定，
为了放弃你这一棵树，而重返森林
i believe i will forget u 1 day...
i will show u tt ur decision today will be a loss to ur future...a regrettable decision made by urself...good luck to u....

BANKAI!!!

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

"whole class tutorial la...who against it fite me"

i tink if wan fite i 1 punch u faint...so dun say words so earli....tink twice before saying...

the bloodi world is nt yours...always commenting on other ppl char and right now...i tink dis phrase reflect how fucked up u are...by acting big....

at least allow the voting system to take place la....haix...feel sad for u to nt even realise tt u r bloodi unreasonable....

today nvr tink of u...
until i saw u at the door during GP...
oh man...
de wound open up again....

BANKAI!!!

Monday, August 06, 2007

ok...whenever ppl encounter some obstacles in life....they get emo...but aft emo-ing...is time to stand up again...so i m here again...woots....

indeed...i prefer weekdays....weekends make me pessimistic always....but since weekdays haf 5 while weekends haf 2...i m usualli optimistic....wuahaha...nice logic dere man....mabbe weekends too free...den tend to think a lot...den tink in wrong way....jiu pessimist le.....

today dota specialising training is nt bad de la...my pudge de hooks...no longer tt cock up....shuai....1st game lvl 2 fb...den ltr reach 11-1...GODLIKE streak...den ppl leave le...but is hero nature la...all papers for me to own...2nd game lose la...but is ok...we din tio own...de frag for me is rather even...ys cnt make it for qop la...sniper mabbe is ur destiny....

omg...pimples outbreak la...and is qte pain de for some...but those big 1s...always come n go de...so at least i noe most of dem will go off in some time...but i wonder how long will it be...i aim to recover by fri...coz fri gg out wif 7 wonders...woots...nt bad de la...i wan be shuai shuai...shuai-est out of the guys...i win ys and kh!!!...haha....hair cut le...shuai le...left face...muz sleep earli...today dota session ended rather earli...so tt makes me able to sleep...

the hwk on my table is stacking up....omg....wat is A lvl to me...thrash?...i dun haf the motivation to study now...my motivation kop by my ex-brother le...sadded.....so i now tryin to find other motivations to study ba...annette...i choose u (pokemon sia)

today chem time prac...mcq 13/30...gg....indeed...i haben study enuff...econs paper...i acting cute dere again...writin crap for my part b...but part a i do qte seriously k....although is copy notes la...but at least got write...nt bad nt bad....phy...i still stoning sia...math...forget it...wat subject m i strong in leh?...dota ba....but too bad A lvl nvr test on tt...

nighto guys i tink....1020 le...i do some stuff den jiu go sleep....

cnt wait for fri...cartel...I NVR ENTER before....so is a 1st-time experience...haha...and is wif 7 wonders somemore....the fun grp :) wuahaha.....

boulder is me! rock is olk! stone is cw! pebble is ys! marble is kr!
nice team dere...all gonna specialise...so gambetta!!!!
dota is making me burn wif excitment....shuai!
de main focus of specialised heros....
mi-pudge....olk-spec....cw-centaur(cw)....ys-sniper...kr-veno
hmmm dis is good....all of us...see de goal?...we r reaching!!!!!!

today sometimes tink of u...den sometimes dun haf....
weekdays are better i guess.....

BANKAI!!!

Sunday, August 05, 2007

today dota...1 internal 1 mirc...both games tio own...wtf?...i realli gt nth to say le...recently de luck is nt beri good....haix...wat word can i use to describe my life other than the word "bleak"

even dota keep gettin own...seriously sian....tell me which part of my life went wrong ba....if dis goes on...i m gonna die soon....nth is juz right...nth.....

if u wan sth....u go for it....u grab it wif ur own hands....
sittin dere wun allow it to drop upon u.....
if u r nt even sure of wat u wan....den dun be sad abt it...

haix...1+ am le..i failed to sleep earli....de chill juz passed dwn my spine....de feeling of a cold heart....so dis is it...de feeling of despair....nth cheer u up....

nth more to be said....
if one's life is a drama series....
den mine is 1 wif lots of twist and in e end...de ending is still a sad ending....
the word"live happily ever after" did not appear....

my onli console in life...is tt i haf a gang of brothers behind me....willing to accept my truancy...willing to bear wif my grumblings....willing to stand by my side forever n ever...
brothers...u rox...especially the dota army of mine...
kr....cw...olk....teo...ys...
thx


One day you'll ask me what's more important...you or my life...I'll reply my life and you'll walk away without even knowing that you are my life

BANKAI!!!

Friday, August 03, 2007

haix...as expected...i knew heaven wun be so nice to me...1 day smiling like unstoppable...another day will be a bloodi sad day...i wonder if this is called fairness in life...heaven gif u sth...den ltr he will take back another...

suddenli ponder...life is wat...we live on dis earth for wat purpose...wher is our final destination...or it is a never-ending journey...and in de process....wat r we supposed to do....to do things tt we realli like and feel happy abt it...or to do things tt heaven name on the list....and it is ur mission to do it...eg. studying.....how mani of us realli liked studying....and how mani of us realli take joy in studying....ans is...beri few...and why is almost the whole spore population studying...tt is becos it is juz compulsory for u to survive in future...tt is it...

does one's life inter-connect wif another's life?...it is always said tt heaven has cut 1 soul into 2 and disperse into the world...ur mission is to find the other half...and once u found it...hapiness is in ur pocket...but in de vast world...where r we gonna find it...and if we find it...isit tt it is juz our illusion and mistake on our part tt we haf gone on a fruitless trip and it is back to square 1 again...

nowadays in sch i m like forever-smiling...is qte true tt when i wif the 7 wonders i nvr tink much la...coz keep suanning jun hui and cn yang den keep spas-ing wif ys...den keep sayin tt my goddess no. 2 is annette....but when i m back home...i m like juz facing my best fren...de laptop...and finding some condolence....dota always make my mind blank...and tt is good...for there is too mani things weighin on my mind...and the too mani things all draw back to de single person...

the situation now is juz de same...but dis time...i m juz playin dota as if i m an empty shell without any soul...i hardly speak thrughout the whole game...i dun care abt kills....i juz playin my own game...my face is stoning and nvr even crack out a smile or frown....the call i made simply sux...1 call change my day....8+ and u r in de bus on the way home...coz u r running in sch...runnin companion is need not be mentioned by me and i tink u ppl oso can guess it le....

sometimes i realli dunno wat i m qte doing....puttin it dwn and pickin it up...puttin it dwn n pickin it up....is a continuous vicious cycle...a never-ending cycle...do i realli look like a spas...

to de 7 wonders...they always haf the impression of i m like see gal jiu say chio or watever de...somesort of a flirt or watever de la...but in fact...de 1 in my heart is still de 1 and onli one....i m juz tryin to minimise de injury inflicted on me to the minimal....wat u see doesnt seem to be wat it is...so dun judge a book by its cover...i m juz hoping to throw all these weights off my mind and tt is y i m always sayin those crappp things and laugh it all out....

the worst thingy is tt u get to noe abt sth tt makes u seriously depressed and yet u cnt let the person noe abt it...u chose to hide it...and rather say...tt is nt ur choice...tt is the onli route...

once bitten...twice shy...
twice bitten...say bb....
tt is how i feeling now...de same situation occured and the damage is somehow way much higher than last time....mabbe becos of yst the happy moments....or rather say...mabbe heaven plotted yst so tt i can feel the fall from a cliff all e way dwn to the pit....if tt is de case...heaven...u sux....

olk is still nt at home and we cnt dota efficiently without a host...as xpected...a ultra bad day....
so i tink...i gonna sleep now le...
i haf no more energy to scold "fuck"
so let it be ba....

才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面

就是拉不到你的手
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
cryin aft smiling is much more worse than anythin...
:(

BANKAI!!!

Thursday, August 02, 2007

i tio blue twirl on my head while sladar tio red twirl on his head...den the THRONE fall..nice la

BANKAI!!!

yay...today is a bloodi happy day...i finalli can study wif von le..shuang la...yay...happy day...

i tryin to persuade von to watch movie wif me if i able to get 72 rank points for prelims....lolz....it has always been my wish lor...haix...but in e end still fail...but ltr i manage to do daring things...haha...coz von always say she will onli watch a movie alone wif a guy unless he is her bf...so i sms...ok lor...dunwan jiu dunwan ba...i wait until 1 day when i can become ur bf den say ba...den she reply..haha aiya ok...and some other things...woah la...the reply is nt bad...shuai la...i simply juz cnt stop smiling from ajc until all e way home la...i tink ppl muz haf tink i m mad....

but if i get 70 rank points...she agree to treat me to lunch...haha...outside ajc hor...shuai la...to get tt goal...i will strive on man...GAMBETTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u rock my life :)
i cnt stop smiling...OMG :)

BANKAI!!!