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Sunday, October 19, 2008


8:09 PM

another weekend gone...juz liddat...dis week go in cfm emo...haix...book in and straight away 3 exercises continuously...4 days...dam scared i kena arrow...i dunno anythin at all...

dis weekend...celebrated clement bdae...went eat yuki yaki....ok la...nice try dere...long time nvr eat steamboat...den we do DIY ice cream...dam stupid oso...lol..dunno wat r we supposed to do...so make a mess out of it....haha....but fun anyway...we went pool as well...9 feet...siam la...de feel total nt dere...keep misss....sian 1/2 oso....den ghost squad...haix...still nt god yet....tink everythin i do oso dam half std.....good at nth....

den at nite i ask teo over...ask him bring some alcohol...come drink wif mi....so aft dota session...ard 2am liddat...we go my hse nearby de playgrd...bought coke at 7 eleven as well...den he take out all de weapons....wow la...some XO bottle tt looks classy...180 bucks he say...buy at airport...WTF....den another grape wine bottle...130 bucks...another gay shit....we pour into de gulp cup...3/4 coke..1/4 XO...gg...he pour too much...i drink 1st sip chiong straight to de brain....instant seh diao...den de emo feel come straight le....feels good....so dis is why ppl drink to bury sorrow...dunno how to describe de feeling...so we drink and sit at de playgrd talk cock...de nite is peaceful...wind blowing...how peaceful....how nice....how emo....we left at 4am...concussed...walk back zig zag...drink qte too much...de sleep is good....we both juz fall aslp rather fast...anyway...for dis nite..i gotta thank teo....to pei mi...and to bring such expensive alcohol for my sake...wow la...gotta haf another session nxt time...is juz too good....

suddenli like lost objective and goal in life...dunno lei...ji lame....nth to achieve oso...in army...wat can i do...time is juz so limited.....

anyway...tt day cw guess correctly all de actions tt i will do at sumo house...LOL...zai sia...like he noe all de worms in my stomach liddat...

things juz go de wrong way ba....i tink is for mi...always wrong de.....shuldnt haf said things out....i too rash le...always folo my heart rather than my mind...wth

another 45 mins to set off....it is juz so short....

wil....u suck
原来呼吸是为了提醒一直在的伤心


BANKAI!!!