Sunday, September 21, 2008

this weekend has been a busy one...is my bdae weekend afterall...lol..but i cnt entertain every1 :( sorry for those whom i reject....nxt weekend and nxt nxt weekend...i will try to squeeze out time...thx anyway....how i wish i can duplicate myself...or haf a longer weekend....though this is de longest i could haf.....


a special thx to shuwen.....de present is realli de best i ever receive...is somethin tt any amt of money cnt buy...realli touched...i am at loss of words when i receive it....but saying mushy gratitude words are definitely nt my style eh...as long as u noe tt i love u deep deep can le...realli thx for tt BEST present le.... :) anyway for all ur info...wat shuwen made was a wooden frame...somethin to hang on wall de...den it is all my fotos wif other ppl and her as well...and lots of cool cool decoration....which definitely i noe take dam long to do de...is de effort and de thoughts...as i m typing this...damn...i m forming tears in my eyes....THX LE!!!!!!!!!!!!


nxt is kr and cw..thx for de shirt...haha...i tink i gonna become mature and adult soon le...to wear tt shirt...and thx for them to be labourers whole day...carrying my present...de wooden board tt shuwen gif is qte hard to carry de....


thx to yk as well...to gimme tt cute little figure....own efforts as well....if u were to ask mi to diy things for ppl bdae...i tink i cmi de...my art is dam cui de...last time pri sch i tink i failed it....cnt even draw an apple well....i tink i best at drawing stickman and shit...keep curling upwards until it become small and pointed...den draw 3 curl lines on top to show tt it stinks...to make it perfect...can add a few small dots to represent flies tt are attracted to it as well....so i haf always been impressed wif those who can diy present...ZAI....


last but nt least...thx to yt for treating mi movie~ haha......haf been a great bdae celebration....


the days...it is a nice movie...local production has always been qte good...coz it reflects things tt happen in real life...sth tt we can relate to....ang moh shows are nice usually becos of de graphics and cool cool animations...but local de is realli got de touching parts...ppl go into traids and unable to withdraw...de helpless feeling....when ppl finalli learn wat is right and wat is wrong...will it be too late...


dunno why...but i haf always been able to feel for those needy ppl...their encounters and mishaps in life...siblings going into wrong path...families having problems...lose hope in love and relationship....mabbe coz my own life is a dramatic one as well...full of ups and downs...though more downs than ups...i understand wat other ppl are feeling when they went thrugh those shits...and feel even more helpess when i cnt even help them wif their problems....

actualli like sometimes shuwen will ask mi why i so longg nvr sms her le...i juz tink tt things changed le...in de past when i call her and sms her...i m giving her support when she is in troubles wif her studies and other stuffs....but for now...it will be her giving mi support and encouraging mi....u noe...de feeling tt i m a burden...i would rather dun disturb others' life than to be a burden...de feeling tt u r giving others hope and support when they r dwn and u manage to cheer dem up feels good...but de feeling tt u r a burden and keep complaining to other ppl sux...nt juz for shuwen...same goes to de rest...like xiongjiejie etc etc...juz wanna say out aft 5 mths since i enlisted...nt tt i forgotten u all...but juz...dun wanna disturb ur lives...


anyway i juz changed blog song...it is nice song...abt tryin to find an island which represent hapiness....wanna noe more? juz see the lyrics and understand wat it is trying to say...if u can feel it...yea...u r on de right path.....anyway...dere is realli such an island...a heart-shaped island....




从远处看去的东西是不是都这么美，这么不真实？
我也好想找到属于自己的幸福

BANKAI!!!