Friday, May 16, 2008
11:21 PM
FIELD CAMP SUXXXXXX!!!!!
i m back...
cuts...
blisters...
insect bites....
rashes...
every shits u can tink of.....
6 days....
no bath...
perma camou on....
mud as companion....
dirty...
tired....
shagged...
uncomfortable....
sleepy...
hungry....
tryin dam hard nt to shit....
live on mainly biscuit....
breakfast biscuit....
lunch half packet ration...
dinner biscuit....
sleeping is a challenge...
floor is hard...
temperature is low...
space is limited....
clothes are dirty and wet....
rain-ed on day 2 and 5...
grats...morale further dwn....
cried dunno how mani times...
de outside fren wun noe u r dwn dere struggling....
contacts cut....
lucky bed buddy is dere for mi...
helping and encouraging mi....
no matter wat...i m out....
alive...
but shagged...
living corpse is de word....
weakened....
pull up drop to 6....
running deprove...
HOLY....
in de field camp...
i realise wat is loneliness....
at e end of de road....
nobody is gonna or able to help u....
u gotta do all these urself.....
clement says i m mentally weak...
i gotta learn...
to rely more on myself...
i haf relied on my brothers for mani yrs....
now is nt they dunwan help mi...
but they cnt....
sometimes....
juz feel like stoning...
or rather...
sleeping forever....
天总会黑
人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
BANKAI!!!