Saturday, April 26, 2008
2:40 AM
felt bad...
vent my anger...fustrations...on my brothers....and u....
kr...cw...teo...
sorry man....
too shagged to tink....
i m coughing bad...throat is nt perfect either....
mentally and physically strained for 17 days.....
i dun mind de physical...in fact i like it....
de hectic lifestyle...tt is de sucky part....
sometimes juz feel like lying dwn on a patch of grass....look at de sky and enjoy de breeze....
17 days.....
de sky....de moon....de clouds....de sea and de aeroplane flying past at such low heights....
they make mi happier when i look at them....
my best companions......
1 day 24 hrs...
1 hr free time....
7 hrs sleep....(by right)
16 hrs dog.....
de comfort in my own hse....
de brothers who always gif in to mi....
de frenz who are always by my side....
my drama series that i so badly wanna watch...
juz a simple fan when i m sleeping....YES...i m sleeping in almost still air every night....
how much i miss everythin.....
tekong is nt physically challenging.....but more of mentally challenging.....
i dunno how long i can last.....
but every week 5 days...i can hold on....
i dun look foward to de field camp at all.....seriously
undescrible feelings.....
people in de mortal world will nvr understand....
de tears and fatigue in our heart....
u look tired.....
u noe why?
coz u haf been running through my mind......
BANKAI!!!