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Friday, February 08, 2008


2:25 AM

late at 225am....a guy sittin in front of his com starts to feel emo....listening to bei ying and feel the tune...decided to go into blogger and post sth abt it...welll that is mi....

long time bo emo le actualli....i oso dunno why i emo...juz felt some cold air brushing my heart....de wierd wierd feeling....mabbe becos yst sleep too little den tdy so late slp again...too tired and it was mistaken for emo....mabbe is becos every yr new yr..i will haf a big pimple on my nose which make mi sian...actualli dis yr de qte small as compared to last yr...zzz....but i noe sooner or ltr it will subside as usual....but still...i am sian....but i guess de main reason is...loneliness ba....before i venture further...i shall talk a little abt events tdy...

went ahma hse took hongbao...gamble a bit....1st rd was lucky...win 7 bucks...we den go to small aunt hse and rd 2 was suay...lost 10+ bucks...total overall i lost 10 bucks....i got a triple seven la...SUPER LUCKY....nvr got before...but....they nvr play the pay 7 times de shit...zz..WAH LAU LA...sian...is pay 2 times nia...my 1st ever triple seven...SONG BO....i oso ate lots and lots of satay....

new yr new map....6.50 is out..new hero out too...nt beri impressive...and de change of blink dagger sux too much and haf too much an impact on mi alrdy....

back to de emo topic....haha...a lot ppl say i changed alrdy....mabbe they miss de emo mi...haha...i tink wun be ba...kr say i changed alrdy...changed back to de old mi...de chs wil....i like dis change....tdy's emo will be kept to today and wun bring to tml.....so why emo? like i say...i dunno....definitely nt abt her....she is out of my life alrdy....mabbe becos enter dog's blog den hear de bei ying....den de emo feeling released and gush out....tink back a lot....like my life...is forever making de wrong decisions....

although i say i wan rest my heart for NS...but sometimes one of coz will wish to find his another half before entering the hell zone...at least in dere...no matter how much u suffer physically and mentally...u noe u haf some1 outside waitin for u...u noe u haf some1 u can tink abt when u feel lyk giving up.....

when u meet into setbacks....u can return to her embrace...cry in her embrace without any restrictions coz she is ur closest and de onli closest one....she will pat ur head and say, "nvm...no matter how hard u fall...u still haf mi." juz a simple statement...it can bring a broad smile back to ur face...de warmth...de love...de encouragement...dis is de scenario i always imagine as a happy and xinfu picture....

dis stupid emo post shall end here...my feelings now takes more than words to describe....if u understand how exactly i feel...GOOD!....if u cnt...nvm...try harder nxt time....


joke of de post
Bernie was invited to his friend's home for dinner. Morris, the host, preceded every request to his wife by endearing terms, calling her Honey, My Love, Darling, Sweetheart, Pumpkin, etc.

Bernie looked at Morris and remarked, "That is really nice, that after all these years that you have been married, you keep calling your wife those pet names."

Morris hung his head and whispered," To tell the truth, I forgot her name three years ago."


emo or happy...life goes on....


BANKAI!!!