Monday, January 28, 2008

this is de 400th post...woah....and juz nice today i gonna blog qte long...yea....

today is perhaps 1 of de worst day i haf felt....is nt literally feel lyk crying...is tt tears are realli on de verge of coming out le...and my face are trembling nt wif anger...but wif de strength to hold my tears back....

is nt juz today that cause the tears to flow out so easily...but de accumulation of sucky and seriously sucky things tt happen.....

1stly....my 1st sec sch tt i got...bowen...1st whole week i nvr go bowen...i went PJC and collect payment so i dunno wat is gg on in bowen...but 7 ppl in bowen...every1 1 sales....i juz felt so unfair....is no longer called pathetic...is called super duper pathetic.....

2nd sch i got...beatty...another neighbourhood...1st day i oso wasn't dere...i was at bowen....1st day is most impt. for name collection...and when i go on 2nd day...i onli can collect 28 names...and is de most among mi jean and cherlyn alrdy...3rd day usualli is wait for payment...yea..beatty....800+ sales...nt say beri good...but juz average...somemore...yst i called 20+ beatty to reach my 1k...zero came back....

den de nxt thingy tt happen is over de weekend...where i muz admit i am kind of a stressed up for de 1k sales...finding customers...even myself and my close frenz....like a despo dog....and finalli...i reach 1k...though relieved...but tired and drained alrdy.....

today went peicai...my 3rd sch....i carried de big bag of brochere which is like beri heavy...i put in my bag and it juz hurts for my shoulder...streetdirectory.com teach mi how to go de old peicai...and it is so ulu...i walk until finalli saw le...and they put a notice saying they shifted campus....we walked ard and asked ard...gave up in e end and took cab....de walking ard took more than 30 mins...wif such heavy brocheres in my bag...and when we reach dere...realise there is so mani brochere dere...so why they ask mi take home and bring over in de 1st place...

aft tt is the name collection...totally sux....de students attitude...seriously la...flawed....bloodi problem up in their mind....talk to dem...they look right look left look up looke dwn...like u non existance...den de 1st table i talk to...i shout a bit loud so tt every1 can hear...coz canteen beri noisy...they beri spread out...10+ students...den in e end...onli 5 write dwn...1 still say treat mi drink i write....he tink wat...i print money?...den oso got ppl...i talk and talk le...den they fool ard...write their name but their fren's number...criss here cross dere...foolin ard...den got 1 juz say dunwan dunwan...keep rejecting....i alrdy said write dwn name doesnt mean wanna buy right....which part of my sentence they dun understand....aft all these....de 2nd break...de customers...i talk to dem in a sian tone alrdy...previous batch i alrdy wanna punch dem alrdy...serious...my fist nearli come out...i controlling onli....dis batch..i tell dem in sian tone..and talk more briefly...less info abt de magazine...and i say i tired alrdy...juz write ur name dwn...i call u to tell u more...den got more ppl write...i tink they sense tt i got some unhapiness in mi alrdy...irritate mi further...mabbe they will die....in e end onli collect 26 names...

de surrounding oso sux....birds shit all over...i tink de birds dere oso got problem....diahhrea i tink....and attitude prob oso...go and poke samuel nasi lemak when he eat halfway and leave it dere awhile onli..de auntie oso took away my green tea and samuel 100 plus when we haben drink finish and go to booth attend customer...doesnt she feel some weight in de can? bloodi dumb man....

den i tink...bowen...beatty...den now dis fucking peicai? all de cock up sales juz piss mi off alrdy...ppl dunman high 10k 4 ppl...we bowen so little sales 7 ppl....fucked up man...1 cok nvm...gimme 3 cock?

den ltr at office...at evening...ask mi bring telescope home...tml bring to peicai....from woodlands go serangoon...bring such a big telescope....yst brochere oso i bring?...like tink wat...i no temper isit....testing my patience....i in e end juz throw de telescope on de table and shouted at samuel...actualli i shout nt becos i angry at him...but actualli i m dam unhappy abt de whole situation alrdy and dis thingy trigger it....coz at tt time ar...i shout at samuel...same time...i wanna feel lyk crying...i shout so tt release some energy out...den dun keep inside de heart ma...beri xin ku u noe? so i juz shout lo...den ltr tryin to hold back my tears...realli...like 99% abt to flow out le...got de beri strong feeling....if i nvr use all my strength to hold it back..it will juz flow....juz wanna vent out....i oso dunno why dis time will feel lyk crying...but tt is all abt it..continuous 3 cock and de students attitude are the most irritating...

if not for 2nd intake..i will juz quit on de spot...SERIOUS....even wif 2nd intake...i oso considering...realli is too much...if de 4th sch fucked up again i realli wan complain le...such unfairness? ppl cheat i nvr cheat i alrdy giving dem chance le...if all these wanna cont coming ar...pls la..fuck off man....ppl jacob dunman 100+ names...acs oso a lot names...den now ko chuan oso 100+ names...not like i sux at collecting names...i am good at building frenship wif de customers...dun tink i hao lian but i juz wanna state out de facts...juz look at my PJC....but de name collection sux...nt becos of us...but becos of de AMAZING schs that we got....so wat u wan mi to do den?

in e end i sms samuel say sorry...coz i shouted at him infront of qte a lot of ppl...felt bad aft tt...but now i oso recover le....nt realli feel so fed up...but i realli felt gek xim....JC sales i rank so nt bad..and my sec sch juz pull mi dwn...


joke of de post
Woman rushes into her house one morning and yells to her husband,
"Sam, pack up your stuff. I just won the lottery!"

"Shall I pack for warm weather or cold?"

"Whatever. Just so you're out of the house by noon!"

juz so dwn on my luck...
try it man....

BANKAI!!!