Sunday, October 07, 2007
4:50 PM
ok...shall do some serious blogging man....if nt this blog wan collect dust le...
life has been god dam boring recently....apart from mugging...it is still mugging...dota-ing oso feeling dam guilty...but well...i nid it man...cw is back into the team...woohooo....can do some serious training tgt again....kr ar...buck up lei...a bit zzz....
i ownself oso dunno wat i wan in life....everythin is like in fog of war....i felt qte lost...i m thinking...how mani true and close frenz i haf...i tink i can count wif 10 fingers...studies lei...how mani Us i haf achieved in this 2 yrs...i tink u nid at least the help of 3 hands to count tt...fan fic...write until like qte a flop liddat....bgr...more dunnid to say...ya shhhh....
perhaps is my char too guai lan le ba...or isit my luck in life....everythin tt i haf done in my life seems to be wrong...every decision i made...every action i executed....seems to be hurting every1 ard me...and even myself...weekends feel good if there is no A lvl...i will just stay at home and induldge in my dota...transverse into the world of dota and escape from reality....
i check my fone bill....sms used is 670+....looks like is dropping and dropping....it means i losing contact wif the outside world....i ownself oso nvr go and sms any1 to tok or anythin....is juz de usual few lo...kr cw teo olk...but tt happens rarely too...especially when cw now has his own commitment...i can be qte sure his sms is on the verge on bursting...
i now onli got a bit confidence in chem....math beri little...phy almost nil...and econs is going towards negative....go msn...oso no1 to tok to....stylo lo....
aiya...i tink diam diam 1 corner best la.....lead my own life lo...
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