Monday, September 10, 2007

if i can haf de chance to ask anythin tt i wanna ask...

i wanna ask if u noe tt i still like u a lot a lot....
i wanna ask if u noe how i feel when it seems like we r nt even considered frenz....
i wanna ask if u noe how it hurts me when i juz see u and him....
i wanna ask if u and him are alrdy tgt.....
i wanna ask if u noe tt how much i haf always wanted to hear from u....
i wanna ask if after we graduate...will u forget mi and i m juz a passer-by in ur life....
i wanna ask if u are juz pretending tt u dunno anythin or u realli dunno anythin....
i wanna ask how exactly u feel towards me....a close fren?...or juz a stranger?
i wanna ask if we can go back to de days where we can tok abt everythin under de sun....
i wanna ask isit my bad tt our relationship has become so screwed.....
i wanna ask if u juz wan me to fall in love wif u and aft u succeed....u went off to de nxt prey....

everythin is a question mark....and at the end....it will still be a question mark i supposed....

aft putting a smile on de face....i juz felt bloodi tired abt such things....wat i wanna ask shuld be....why cnt i let it go....u r nt extraordinary chio or super dooper cute....nor do u haf hourglass figure....but i juz felt stupid...every single day seem meaningless...

i wanna ask....why do my own brother betray me....i trust almost all my brothers...why isit tt it is u.....wat do u wan me to say to u when i see u....how do u expect me to put on a smile and greet u when i see u....
when i told duak abt my case....he juz said,"dis is our life...sadded life"
i dun dare to ask myself wat my rxn will be when 1 day i see u and her...holdin hands infront of me....

“我这辈子没有信过人。。。但是，为什么，你要出卖我！？”
dis is wat liu de hua last say before he die in protege....a undercover went thrugh thicks and thins wif him for 7 yrs....and in e end he arrested him....and including liu de hua's wife who is also involved in drug smuggling....liu de hua treated de undercover as his best fren...his successor to his business...he nvr believe in any1 before...no matter who he make deals wif...he will take precautions and defend against de person....BUT when he begin to trust....he is betrayed....his downfall is caused by de betrayal of his buddy.....

i wanna ask if u noe....i am still waitin for u....
i wanna tell u every single feeling i felt...but i haf no courage at all....

BANKAI!!!