Saturday, August 25, 2007

todayy..wat word can i use to describe.....ok...got it...FUCKED.....

i decided to go wushu for de last session...1stly becos i wan try surf n turf...2ndly is becos qte long nvr see jiao lian le...so see lor....who noes...von n sixu today oso go...wa...fate play ppl....i long time bo go...i go den they oso go....ji guai lan...why de fuck is heaven opposing me....see sixu i jiu dam dam sian le....somemore wif von so is fuckin sian....

ok nvm....juz bball ba...mi n kr vs sixu n daryl...lose....wat can i say...lose to sixu again....everythin oso lose...destined de...own gal oso lose to him....i realise my stamina and fitness dropping like rocket....easily pant....

nxt up....von went run track...and i 100% guranteee chop who is de 1 beside her....

sixu wan go home le...den aft sixu went to wushu room...von oso say she going home...i 100% gurantee chop again they went home tgt...and is planned de...and i 80% gurantee chop is they arrange to come wushu tgt de....ya fuck....i more n more sian everyday...1 day if i see sixu n von holding hands oso not sth rare...i juz haf myself to blame....

since wed i noe abt draft match wif photog...alrdy dam stressed wif everythin falling on my shoulders le...keep plannin heros and all sorts of possible things.....

today jiao lian finalli went eat wif dem...haha...muz be becos i went so jiao lian went...he missed me la...haha....and i will get a treat if i get 5 As for A lvl...a BIG treat somemore...aiya juz dream ba....

went home for dota.....de match finalli arrived...1st game...tio own....2nd game of rm...oso tio own...is nt lose...is tio own..FUCK sia...thrughout the game i dun feel teamwork at all...is nt other ppl fault....is mine...or rather say...no1's bad....is juz tt every1 played a part...and de chemistry is juz nt dere...perhaps is becos of anxiety ba...but 1 day...i swear to win dem back....ys today off-form...dunno y...his every action seems spas....zzz....

ok....so de game ended....missed de sesssion of o2jam wif nette they all....and lost in e end somemore...wat is dis!?.....den wan go mirc wif olk...olk zion hang...teo zion oso...ok...no games....spas ba......

den tml plan to go olk hse...olk say he got sch...ok fuck again...den nid tell every1 change to sunday....dis whole week our dota no host becos olk everyday nite study until so bloodi late...finalli over and now sat oso eaten up...i no longer normal sian...is ta ma de sian....

when everythin is flopping in ur world....den anythin doesnt matter le....i juz feel lyk rotting in 1 corner...choose hero...lead team...oso lead dem to loss....i gt nth else to say or fend for myself...i m a loser ba...destined to lose....destined to spas...

the onli zai and happy moment today seems to be de times i spent wif 3 musketeers and de library session wif kh junhui and maggie....
well....ppl's laughter cheer me up a little....

BANKAI!!!