Saturday, July 28, 2007

long time bo blog liaoz...so i m here today....

now A lvl n prelims coming...haf to start pickin the basics up...wth la...ppl reivising...i learning basics...zai sia....and sometimes qte a lot things to do...yet i cnt put dota dwn...so try to handle work n dota as well lor....

hmmm....now got talk to our cls de ppl more n more le...aiya...last time emo n loner...now less le so more open and willing to talk more....haha...nt bad nt bad....i oso got go wif the 7 wonders more often le..last time always dun realli bother...now less loner jiu shi liddat...tryin to restart and open up my social circle...sui bian ba...

i can say tt now i mainly do de is phy...ok la...i oso dunno where to start...dis is de ma fan part....but i try to get everythin in my head by prelims...which i tink is possible...

fri gp 1-on-1 consultation...tio scolded by mrs tan...she say i always so passive...she say things den i do...den this consultation oso she ask me come de...den miss quack oso haf to force me go den i go...if nt i wun find teachers for consultation...haix...den she say when i tell her usa capital is london she qte shocked...but dunwan to show it out juz in case it discourages me...haix...actualli i noe my GK since young is qte a flop de...but i dunno why muz noe all these capital sia...and it nvr cross my mind to go n find out abt these capitals...actualli when mrs tan said all those things to me...and say at 55 yrs old...u still wan to sit dere and play com games and wait for ppl to feed u?...suddenli i qte emo...i agree i haf been rottin ard for 17+ yrs le...but sometimes i realli nt curious to find out abt things ma..so of coz wun haf the thinking tt i nid to find out...and i dunno ba....nt tt i dunwan to haf an ambition...but i dunno wat i wan to be in future...nth seem to interest me la...haix...if possible..i oso hope i haf a goal n work towards it...but sadded thingy is tt i dun haf 1....and how to squeeze out a goal when u dun haf 1....den the goal is nt ur true goal....

yst watched who slept wif her on on youtube...shuai la youtube got...1 movie tt i wan to watch is resolved without a single cent...the main actress is dam dam chio la...omg....and her 身材oso dam zai...nice show dere...wulala...if got a gf liddat jiu shuang le...lolz...dream nia....

ok out of lala-land...actualli if i were to choose btw the chio actress and von...i will still choose von la...haha...now i tryin to sms her often but sometimes it gets qte sian...is like if i nvr sms her she jiu wun sms me...dunno wan gif up or wat...but i always say wan gif up den in e end climb up n start again....jiu liddat sian n restart den sian n restart for dunno how mani times...dis thingy is here for i tink around 8 or 9 mths le ba...haix...although on the mouth she say she treat me as close fren...but i dunno is true anot ba...coz is like onli i find her nia...haix wat to do leh...cont spas lor...

tml watching invisble target wif xiongjiejie...as i haf promised her to watch 1 movie wif her...haha...haf to extract some time to go watch de...coz A lvl...freakin A lvl sux...actualli a lot thoughts in me...a lot things in life is rather menaingless...we r still here learnin how to integrat things and how chemicals work when we r nt going to apply this aft we go to the working force...so wtf r we doing here...MOE is qte spas sia....humans sometimes jiu shi liddat....doing meaningless things and always wantin to get watever shit...if the whole world population work tgt...instead of fighting each other...eg. war....den resources will nid nt go into building of tanks n militaries and everythin and can be put to better use right....still muz def against 1 another when we are all humans...somemore when bombs drop and etc...global warmin worsen...in e end kena de is all humans...den the earth juz explode liddat 1 day....i dunno i m human or wat...but i tink human is rather spas to fight each other n lead ownselves to doom....clapssss

now less n less close wif wushu ppl....onli kr n daryl went back wushu now....wushu brings back bad memories...sux man!!! so sui bian ba.....

now muz sleep earli again...tt period keep sleepin earli den face pimples improve a lot den get more shuai le i jiu cocky le...den nvr sleep earli...yst sleep at 2+ somemore...so worsen now...ma de...so i tink is time for me to start from scratch again...haix...jiayou ba wilson!!!

以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
it still hurts whenever i tink of u...

BANKAI!!!