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Thursday, May 17, 2007


10:52 PM

today stayed back in sch to do quantum...in e end nvr do at all....zzz...instead teach von hw to do binomial distribution....although i nvr do anythin...teaching her is a beri xin fu thingy....i dun mind learning nth as long as she learns sth....felt qte happy until she sit wif sixu while i m on another sofa...so i sian jiu sleep....in e end i go over sit wif von...dun care le...

de day ended wif a sms by singhua...which i saw...ma de sian....haix suan le...went home wif kr den....he saw de singhua sms oso den he alrdy noe my feelings le...wat a great fren....i tink if cw is here he oso will noe immediately tt i m sian although my face wun change....(coz got mask ma)

went home spamming on de new song i receive....black wings!!!! nice and emo song la....i intro u all to this song man...juz sms-ed her.....and no replies...haix...sometimes sms and sms will slowly feel 心灰意冷 de....coz is like sms her but wun reply...rather sms xiong jie jie or shuwen la...at least will haf replies???sms von is like talk to wall liddat...and is a wall without any echo....ma de...

reach home dota den nvr do quantum...haix...do over de weekend ba....


teacher : class....today i wan u all to do an essay on "My Ambition"
de whole class cheered becos they like to write abt their dreams...except for A who is stonning dere.....
at de end of de day....every1 passed up.....
next day...teacher returned de marked essay to every1 and she called A to stand up....
teacher : why did u write such a lousy essay? u wrote.....i haf no ambition, no dreams
A : if dreams cnt be fufillled....why do u nid to haf 1? if determination doesnt bring u to success....why do u try so hard in de 1st place?
teacher : but at least u noe u haf tried ur best....
A : a failure is a failure....pls dun tell me to at least be a dilligent failure....tt is qte spas...
teacher : ..........

right here...i m still holding on to this almost impossible dream....
and wif determination...will dis dream come true 1 day?


BANKAI!!!