Monday, May 07, 2007

today phy spa...i was qte relaxed all e way until de break before econs...den i start panicking...guess i over-confident abt my memory....i started memorising de whole chunk of spa notes into my mind...within 1hr!!?? haix...aft tt i bring into econs tutorial and cont wif it....den aft tt de 1/2 hr break oso...in total...de average time i take to memorise the whole peice of work is 2hrs...i sux man....but go into de exam hall...everythin juz come out...juz de same as chem skill A spa...haha...word for word...everythin go into my paper....lemme tell u ba...1 of my talent lies in memorising...but for chem spa...it is even better...i juz read thrugh twice den more or less memorised le...wif little effort den memorise de whole thingy le...shuai la...

when doing tutorial oso same..i onli refer to notes while doing tutorial den even when suddenly got chem test...i din noe abt it so of coz nvr study...yet de info in de notes juz come out...and i got 14/20 la...NT BAD RIGHT!!!! this is how powerful my brain is...dun see i usually fail in everythin...is juz i nvr study nia k?....if i study....confirm nt bad de...now i oso not considered studying yet la?...i m juz doing my tutorials nia leh....if i study...unstoppable streak le....if i MUG...HOLY SHIT liaoz....but when heaven gif u sth...he sure take away another....he gimme intelligence...but he took away my dilligence....fair n square....

now tt i haf worked on chem n phy tutorial...i m gonna start on math soon as well...math is my best subject afterall...so i start later than other subjects coz i believe i nid less time to catch up...haha....

YES...today tried pull-up in sch again...and it is still 6...so it means tt my standard is 6 now le...shuai dai le...but how come when i press a part of my hand...it feel pain....aiya heck la...i tink it wun break la...

now gonna do complex den later ask olk dota wif me!!! haha....jiayou ba!!

recently happier indeed...though when i think abt tt in von's heart...there is always yep singhua...i feel dam unhappy....but...nowadays...becos i appear to be fine...she is treating me better and better and there is like no awkwardness at all....i like dis feeling sometimes :) haha....guess wat i did is right...haha....if i wanna do sth...i will haf de determination de...juz whether i wanna do it anot....so betta dun underestimate me juz becos i m a slacker....

today in reading room saw her hp...yellowboy...singhua again...ma de....wonder if they r getting close again...shit man....appear to be normal when i see de sms...haix.....den she nvr feel vibration i still show her de hp and say got sms la...reply him....felt spas.....

singhua > me
wat a cruel fact.....
and yet....
i haf to accept it...
wif a smile on de face....
and tears in my heart....

BANKAI!!!