Thursday, May 03, 2007
10:46 PM
today is de 1st day of wearin mask...nt bad seh...still managing well...but i feel quite spas sometimes...puttin a smile is rather tiring man....is realli qte hard for me to treat u like a normal fren...watever ba...i juz haf to endure on.....
in nexus...von suddenli ask me abt my walk to bishan...ma de?....den i realise de gals who went like almost all noe oso...i a bit sian le...such things they noe...den nxt time i still dare to speak or talk meh...cw say my things to other brothers jiu suan le...but nid to say until de gals oso noe anot...they treat my things as wat....my own feelings everythin i alrdy beri open le...i dun mind le..but my own emo actions...can lemme keep it to myself ma....muz de whole dam world noe abt it...why muz let other ppl noe abt de weak side of me...i dun like it....DAMN IT.....
den now they tulan tt i blasting away...com'on la...wat if it is u....ppl haf their likes n dislikes....dis is sth i hate a lot la...to let gals noe abt de weak side of me...and yst is so dam dam weak n vulnerable....they muz be talking behind my back le....letting u all noe is alrdy nt bad le...still muz spread to other ppl...i m thinking if i can ever tell u all things again anot...who noes...mabbe everythin tt i do or say is spread around like wat fuck.....
watever ba...i tired le...time to sleep....
BANKAI!!!