Tuesday, May 22, 2007

today is a dam dam dam dam bad day....haix...at 1st still nt bad de lor...qte happi de lor...but in e end...haix...dunno y my leg still gt de sprain de feeling when i dunno i sprain it leh...den bball at 1st keep blocking kh den later kh wanna mark me until like siao...den i beri hard shoot back....den wan block him oso keep tio burn...got 1 opponent qte pro den we tio own in bball 7-2...sian...felt tt i m tio suann-ed by kh...later go back i beri hungry den stomach a bit pain...mabbbe is gastric ba....go back le saw sixu n von talking...ma de...den later sixu go change become me n von...but von nvr talk...studying econs...den i ask her dun study leh...talk....den she study...zzz....i qte sian becos before i went for bball i waitin for her to finish her hwk so tt can talk...but haix....den i jiu a bit bui song tt she can talk to sixu bt nvr talk to me...ma de....den aft tt when going home...i ask her wait for me at foyer for e rest...den she say but sixu going off le...den i sibei tulan le...den i say, "go la go la...ma de" den she look at me a while...den she realli go off....haix...den i sian le so sms kr tt i nt gg for dinner....den i go home...den i saw von nvr cross de bridge...she took bus wif sixu la...fuck la....opposite bus stop got direct bus...she nvr take...she take this bus which require her to change bus....ma de la...i sibei pissed off.....

den confrontation again lor...i nearli say out abt i fake happy and everythin la...but in e end still held back...i juz sms her tt she forever nvr spare a thought for my feelings de...and etc etc...lazy say le....in e end i tell her i juz becos lose in bball and gastric and my sprained leg tt make me pissed den i vent my fustrations on her nia....

sometimes i tink like onli i keep doing things for her....den she nt doing anythin for me...or even care abt my feelings....a bit sian...and somemore she din even noe la...fuck it.....today took off mask and tell her i bui song le....haix...but now ok le..so tml de mask is back again...aiya watever ba...i qte tired wif such things le....no longer can tell cw n kr abt it...i tink they will say i lame...so forget it....take everythin alone ba....

called shuwen and complain to her....den she talk until cry again lor....becos her interview screw up...i always qte helpless when she cry la....haix....i sux man....anythin ba....

dota is still my best companion....~dota, u rox!~

somtimes feel tt i m qte alone la....
loner's life indeed is loner's life....
spasism.....

BANKAI!!!