Sunday, May 06, 2007

today is a combined outing man....lcpsk+woodlands kia...teo olk bok vs gengliang weiqi kh...wow la...total 6 ppl come my hse...they r so so late la...den we start mugging...den aft tt go bball...is rather obvious lao tian always like to fool me....at 1st in my hse wind beri big de....den when we go dwn...it starts to get so bloodi hot....nvm i xi guan le...lao tian always hate me....

fyi....i m a type of person where in cooling weather...my stamina in bball can be higher a lot than other ppl....when other ppl tired...i still can hang on even if i tired....but when de sun is dere...my energy is drained at a dam high speed...higher than a lot a lot ppl...so i m de 1st to die....so draining la...aft de match is set den i go to a nearest bench and juz lie dere....DEAD.....afterall....i had absence from physical activity totally for 3 weeks le....so cnt blame me....

anyway...i tried pull-up le...SHUAI LA....i maintained at 6....though de 6th is rather tough to get it up....de muggin session is nt beri effective ba...i realise...recently i gettin more n more slacky once again le...die le die le...muz ENDURE...muz CONTINUE...muz PERSERVERE...

juz finish reading MAR comic....in e end ying tai went back to his own world and 1 of de scene is de ppl in de MAR world living their life...and there is a caption..."how r u getting on in de other world...ying tai" and it end wif ying tai's weapon....pao pao.....standing at de cliff lookin up at de sky....i felt de sense of separation la...i always hate this kind of ending de...IT SUX!!!!

they went home le....so here i am...alone once again....mabbe de main reason why i like dota so much...is becos in dota....we rely on teammates...we trust our teammates....we fight tgt wif our teammates...and always...i trust my dota gang in dota....though i always say tt they r noob....but deep inside...i still needa depend on dem....bok...teo...olk...kr...and in e past...cw....who has left de dota world le...the feeling tt we win de gang fight wif our teamwork and co-operation....saving each other....sacrificing our own lives juz to save our teammate ( like wat olk usually do to save me)

and whenever i m wif dem....in real life....i feel wanted...
i always say i lao da when i wif dem....is becos they always gif in to me....and i feel like i m a small little gem...so preciousss....all 5 of dem...including sixu = 6.....but i noe...i am de 1 who nid dem more than they nid me...lcpsk also gif in to me a lot always....qte 霸道 i guess....haha....but nvm...tt is me....at least i can open my true self when i m wif dem....

relationship reflection....

kr - frenz wif me since sec 1...1 of de best fren i had when i 1st come into chs.....the 1 tt always guide me in watever i do...coz although we come in chs wif an innocent n naive mind tgt...he grow up faster than me (mentally but not physically..hehe) so i always nid his guidance...and he is more clear-headed than me...i am always so rash and let my feelings override my thinkings...the 1 tt i always bully but he always forgive me and doesnt mind....
he can be said to be my right-hand man....

cw - frenz wif me since i am in sec 2 while he is sec 1.....coz he is de onli person in his batch...he is forced to stick wif us...the older generation....yet....we bond well....mabbe is becos our mindset is young....so we can bond wif him who is 1 yr younger....haha....always joke ard wif him n kr in chs...known as 3 musketeers in wushu....in our world in chs...there is onli 1 word...."FUN" aft coming into jc....we all had our own probs....studies...bgr....but he always stick wif me....whenever i m dwn...he is wif me....i noe tt kr will be wif me oso de...but becos he is de prez...so he cnt detach from wushu juz liddat....although i always scold cw....like vent anger on him...and he always forgive me...but i still treat him like brother...he can be said to be my left-hand man....

sixu - noe him when i come into ajc wushu...but right aft we met....we click well...we become de best of frenz immediately...even before cw come in....we call ourselves brods....but now becos of a gal...i had some clashes wif him....which is my fault actualli....like i said previously...i m a guy whose feelings override thinkings...but me this person...dun realli like to say sorry or thanks...coz it sounds so formal...so till now...i nvr say sorry to him before...but i hope he noe...tt i still treat him as a brother....and fyi...ppl see us as twins...coz we look alike :) 2 shuai ge afterall.
i always bully him oso....and got anger always vent on him de most....but he always smile and dun mind....he and cw is most tame de...kr is more wild...always refuse to acknowledge me as lao da...he can be said to be my 出气桶 haha....

teo - noe him since sec 1...but in sec 1...we r nt close at all..in fact...although we same cls...i dunno abt his existance....until sec 2...when we took de same mrt home...being the chatterbox in de past....i tok to him like mad...keep toking n toking...and at tt time...he is a quiet guy...he nvr say much things except listening to me tok...and i ask him alight at admiralty wif me to eat nasi lemak set meal at mac somemore...when we r still qte strangers...being kind..he agree w/o saying anythin...den i nvr buy...onli kop his things...haha....tt is how i am in de past...happy and carefree....aft tt we start to get close...and our cls ppl even say us as husband n wife...slowly...he got talk more n more...but mostly is i talk...until i come jc...i become a loner...juz like wat he was...once...i went vivo wif him....we buy things n everythin...den juz go and look at de sea....silence all e way...i asked, "i ask u out...but we nvr say anythin...dun u feel bored" he answered, "nope...i am always comfortable wif u...de feelings is good...coz when i m wif u...i dunnid to say anythin to entertain...i can be quiet as i wan" his reply is always in my mind...coz to me...those phrases mean a lot...is a compliment abt me...which actualli xiongjiejie did said de same thingy abt me as well....but xiongjiejie de is say..."even if u dun say anythin...being wif u is comfortable...de feeling is comfortable" so teo...even when we split into diff cls in sec 3 and aft tt go to diff JC....u r 1 of de fren where i still keep in close contact aft splitting....to me....u can be said to be my loner company....juz same...where i dunnid say anythin when i m wif u and u wun mind :)

bok - noe him aft i noe teo becos they r frenz...so being frenz wif teo makes me frenz wif bok...always bullying him and playing him and suanning him....aft we split...same thingy...we still get on well tgt...whenever i see him now...i still suan him n play him...is like i m back to de chs days....so although i always suan him....i treasure him as much as i treasure de rest....but i think he wun see this ever la..coz he wun see blogs de...haha...olk n teo always say we 2 looks like real brothers....like playing tgt and everythin...haha...bok...i felt so too...to me...he can be said to be my bro....

olk - de most distant de becos we neither come from same pri. same sec nor same jc...but he is linked from teo n bok..and can u imagine tt....juz being linked liddat...we can still becum good frenz...dis is how sociable i am in de past....we noe each other in sec 4 i tink...which i dun realli remember....and now...he is my dota companion and study companion...sometimes i tink he is de onli 1 who can be compared to my intelligence...i always think tt i m smart and if i study...i can do it...my talent is so much higher than other ppl....juz tt i dun use it....but for him...i feel tt he is oso beri talented...mabbe even higher than me....for de 1st time...i admit defeat....and he always like willing to obey my instructions or commands....so i feel thankful for tt...i noe i m wilful...haha...he can be said to be my dota-cum-studies companion....

diff ppl has diff purpose...none is greater than others....some r meant to be emo wif me...some r meant to be happy wif me...but no matter wat...all of u mean a lot to me....and i haf known all of u for so long le....and until now...we r still tgt....

i juz wanna say....
I LOVE U ALL....

BANKAI!!!