Sunday, May 06, 2007
12:26 PM
qte emo now...she studied wif singhua whole night last night...den go home...sleep a while...den meet wif sixu to cut hair...de cut hair is nth much la...de study overnight is de main dish....wat if she realise she still like singhua...they will be tgt again la...i tink i can juz go die la....
tml phy spa...sux man....i dunno a damn thingy abt it...
i tink my acting skills qte zai la...now she realli believe i m happy and wun mind anythin..so she oso got tell me when she go out wif singhua and sixu....good...looks like my mask-wearing skill is nt bad afterall....special prize to me!!!
even over de phone...i muz smile...becos de person can feel ur mood over de fone de....haix...as de days pass by...i slowly feel sian wif life...feel sian wif wat i m doing now....feel sian of faking my own mood...deceiving every1 including myself....
every moment is a self-high session for me...i m nt a beri enthu person but now i muz be enthu every single moment so tt i dun haf de sian feeling out-flowing....qte spas...
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心我每天假装开心 害怕你离去藏在我心里最后一句其实还 爱你i m willing to do this for u....as long as u r happy....
BANKAI!!!