Tuesday, April 03, 2007

today self train again...lolz...quite slack...as usual....

and wah lau...u all tryin to be funni ar...say me n xiongjiejie...but anythin la...i dun mind and dun care de...talk to xiongjiejie as usual...haha...she is still as encouraging as ever....

shuwen came back today....lolz...contributed me wif cookies....woots...u rock man...but sadded...i eat like 1/3 of a cookie onli....i kind ma...share the love....haha....and hor shuwen...muz believe me....when i say i not thinkin...i realli nt thinking la...i nt always think too much de la....haix...say until i suck liddat....

today did 2 sets of 5 pull up....wuahaha...i can do 5 la...1 more to 6 which is C....JIAYOU AR!!!!

today had a good talk...sort of clear everythin once again...the cool breeze and u make me feel peaceful and comfortable...

i sometimes juz dun understand the fact abt why christians n non christians cnt be tgt....all religions haf no such prob but christians...isit tt it sux?....or isit tt they r too stubborn....or the fact tt they r misintepreting wat religion realli means?.....
religion is a set of moral value basically....it let u hold on to dem so to mold u into a better person...u choose to believe and u follow the things they teach....the moral they impart...but when it comes to heart of the affair....u shuldnt mix it wif religion....i haf seen a lot christians handling bgr wif their religion...sometimes...when a gal luv a guy and a guy luv a gal...they can still break up due to christianity....why muz all these happen....why muz the gal break wif the guy juz becos he is nt a christian.....does it mean tt the gal luv jesus more than the guy...wat is jesus....jesus is a virtual image tt ppl refer to as GOD....but wat abt the guy tt u luv....he lose to somethin tt u din even see it but juz believing it based on wat other ppl say?...the bible says all tt...but is juz a bloodi book....in e end everythin is decided by U....are u telling me tt ur life is gonna be decided by a book?....by law set by the so-called GOD?......
heard tt jesus die on a cross to sacrifice for the fellow ppl....ok the fact abt he being noble shall nt be mentioned....but i dun believe tt juz dying on a cross can wash the sin of all mankind...every1 has to answer for his own action...the sins he commited....aft jesus die....wat makes u tink tt he still exist wif us spiritually....mabbe aft ppl die...they wun haf any feelings or there mabbe dun haf such things as ghost or souls....or mabbe aft they die...there is nth such as reincarnate...no matter wat it is...u will nvr noe until u die and experience urself....so y being so concerned abt sth tt u r nt 100% clear abt in the 1st place....
ppl can always say....and they always like to say...u cnt see god...but u can feel god....and the feelin is real....but haf u think thrugh it....den wat is the feeling u haf towards the guy u love...isit false den?...or juz tt the love u had towards a jesus is totally overriding the love u had towards a guy....
thrughout....i nvr say tt i m anti christians or wat....i m neutral towards christians and i accept all religion...but i m dam dam bui song wif this stupid law tt "christians cnt be tgt wif non christians becos they r spiritually uneven and watever crap reason" it makes no sense....total senseless....if jesus is tt GREAT....will he mind in the 1st place tt u r tgt wif a non christian and becos of tt he is gonna hate u n label u as a sinner?....if tt is the case...this jesus aren't tt GOD n GREAT afteralll...
this whole paragraph abt christianity is nt abt my case...juz a general feeling of mine becos i haf seen many christians wif such thinkings....and sometimes i m sort of pissed off....sorry...

u lead ur own life...u decide ur own life....
jesus guide ur life perhaps...
but ur feelings can guide ur life even better....
OWN FEELINGS OVERRULES JESUS LAW.....
be a supporter of christianity...but not a blind follower....
think thrugh it ba...
if any christians come upon this blog n this post...
sorrry but i wun retrieve my words...for this is how i feel.....

BANKAI!!!