Thursday, April 05, 2007

today butt reach limit....i cnt do a part of the nan quan le...due to the butt...haix...i realli can onli hope tt i will recover by monday...if not gg...thx to daryl for rubbing for me...haha....

i m gettin more n more tired as the days go by....if dere is a god up dere...juz take me away ba....i dunno why i exist oso....today bball...dota...everythin....i m no longer good at the things tt i m once good at....studies...frenship...everythin.....cock up....actually for the frenship i din realli care la...onli those tt treat me as brothers n frenz shall be seen as brothers n frenz in my eyes.....

recently having more n more heck care attitude le...."anythin ba" is the phrase...nothin matters anymore....nothin affects me anymore....for i no longer care...

mabbe is juz like wat kr says....i dun open up....

~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
wat i wanna say is
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
most ppl dun understand u
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
if understand u den all np le
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
perhaps i dunno hw to make ppl understand me ba
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
nt dunno how
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
juz tt u dun open up
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
u only open up 2 a few ppl
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
how to open up when they dun even understand
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
even if u tell dem
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
they will juz think tt u r finding excuses for ur actions
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
if u open up
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
bt they dun understand
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
den the prob is nt wif u
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
its wif them
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
4 nt being able 2 understand
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
if they wanna tink tt way after u spoke the truth
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
u cnt stop them
~[E]TERNAL~ the spiral of fate continues........ says:
u can only noe tt the person is some1 tt wun b able 2 understand u
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
actually it doesnt realli matter la..
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
amt of frenz doesn matter
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
quality does
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
u dunnid too mani close frenz
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
even if u haf 1
~[L]EGENDZ~ 好累好累, 随便吧 loner's life says:
u shuld be satisfied le

well...tt is abt it....

a loner nt neccessary means tt he doesnt nid fren....but it culd oso mean tt he nid xtra time n fate to find close frenz....for he is harder to be understood.....

qte tired le....my theme sort of fit my feeling....a snowing heart....a cold heart.....

我知道你关心我，但你从来没有爱过我
我从来不相信上帝的存在
因为如果他真的存在，他也太偏心了吧
但凡事都有两面
或许我要为你关心我而高兴，而不是为你不爱我而难过
谢谢你，看到了你的信息，感受到你的关心，我心满意足了

BANKAI!!!