Saturday, April 07, 2007

my mum juz rub my butt for me...i can onli endure...but it is nth compared to heart injury....

went to church wif von n sixu....the father talk can make me sleep...and it is sooooo no sense at all.....
i felt tt i m being xtra dere....and i felt tt u will choose to tell him ur troubles rather than me

went J8 to eat Tori Q at the rooftop....
ur sudden action worries me a lot....

today went for training again...i told jiao lian i cnt do 1 of the move in nan quan becos of my butt....he help me rub...it was HELLLL pain...i realli nearly cry....thx kr for lettin me grab...
it seems to me u doesnt care much....

worrying tt my butt cnt heal in time for monday comp...den nan quan will be realli gg.....this injury is weighin on my mind all these while....
all the other worries and troubles set in to kill my brain tgt....

start talkin to von abt some mrt thingy abt giving seats to elderly....
seeing ur inbox tt u del my msg and keep his msg sort of trigger everythin...

went to eat at coffeeshop and mi n kr had realli budgetting wallet....
i dun feel like talking at all....i m alrdy dam sian at this junction aft everythin tt happen today tt tires me...physically n mentally....

aft tt they ask for neoprint....and i prefer to meet wif teo n olk...so i rejected and off i go....
i m alrdy too sian for anythin le...i cnt even fake a smile to take neoprint....and i tink i might spoil the whole picture....

von come all e way inside the cinema toilet corridor to find me and drag me to take neoprint....
i dun understand why u still come and find me when u dun seem to care for me...when u dun seem to care abt my feelings...

stoning infront of the com aft i reach home feels good....
mabbe the com is still my best companion afterall....the world outside is too complicated n tiring for me...i shall stay in my cyberworld....

shall sleep soon perhaps....tml training again...WHAT THE FUCK!
i noe u r oso troubled....and i dun wish to add on to ur troubles...so i prefer tt u will juz leave me alone and settle ur troubles 1st....

will my bloodi useless n disobedient butt recover in time?...i shall ponder....
if i m nt wrong...a human is made up of 2 aspect...physical n mental.....and wat if both r equally cock up?....
u get a collapsing and emotion-less human.....and tt is no longer called a human i guess....it shuld be named as corpse....

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