Thursday, April 12, 2007

i m sort of feeling qte sian now....haf been thinkin thrugh a lot of things.....a lot of things weighing on my mind...sort of killing me le...

STUDIES
haf been realli neglecting my studies since the start of the yr...becos of dota i guess....and now...wushu....wushu comp. and a lot of hwk start piling up le...i dunno wat to do anymore...i m seriously tired le...i hope i can pia aft wushu comp. since i m not so hooked onto dota as before le...now 1 week sometimes onli 2 days play lor....but i wonder if i can catch up....i m realli dam stressed up whenever teachers ask me for hwk or any qn they ask me...
请不要再逼我了

WUSHU
basically...yst nan gun is still in my mind....the disappointment is still dere....now i can onli look ahead....i hope tt our 2 grp event can get gold....grp event rox....and i believe we can do it de....jiayou ba!!!!
我除了第一，其他没有兴趣

SPA
tml is spa and yet i dunno a lot things abt skill A....i m realli worried now la....haix...i seriously hate dis....JC life sux.....
我什么东东都不懂

YOU
i dunno a damn thingy....i m dam confused....i felt dam spas...i noe tt is hopeless and i m still givin myself hope....i noe is false hope and yet i refuse to accept it...but deep inside my mind i m thinking....constantly thinking....wat do i mean to u...m i juz a normal fren?...do i stand a chance?
today ur words set me thinking abt this even more.....i m nt sian...nor m i pissed....but i m confused....i dun understand why u suddenly concerned abt whether i shelter the ice-cream or u....i m thinking....DAM BLUR NOW!!!!
i juz hope tt i will get a clear ans....yet i dun dare and dunno how to ask u....
我猜不到 你真正的感觉
我在你的心里 有没有一点的特别

HER
the strong feelin of guilt...i dunno wat else to say...other than a mere sorry....i noe dis is useless....but haix...sorry...everythin is my bad....i understand ur feelings....coz i m equally sian if i put myself in ur shoes...so i shall try not to hurt u further....
带给你的伤害，对不起也无法弥补

life juz sux...i wonder....when will my life span be up....
ASAP PLS!!!!

BANKAI!!!