Thursday, March 29, 2007
12:04 AM
yay...finally fixed my com...thx to junyong...haha....
actualli now my life is qte messed up...coz i dunno wat i doing sometimes....this feeling of uncertainty seriously sux...u noe the feeling when u think back and u tryin to figure out wat is the point of doing all those things...but at tt point...feelings doesnt allow me to think...and often...my feelings override my thinkings...and my words and everythin seems harsh or even wierd.....i say sorry here...to whoever it is tt i haf offended....if u all wanna blame me...oso anythin.....
how shuld i put it across?....hmmm....is hard to say everythin in words...but my feelings in my heart is dam hard to be expressed...this 1 qn is realli worth pondering over and i m always thinking....so in wat position am i to question abt ur actions wif him and everythin...i seriously feel spas each time i make a fuss over such things aft tt when i haf cooled dwn....but somehow...i forever seem to be controlled by my feelings and all those words juz pop out...
this world sux...i sux....haix....
my world is revolved all around u....
u affect my mood....
u affect my motivation....
u affect my thinkings....
u affect my feelings...
I WANNA GET ALL THESE OUT OF MY MIND!!!!! but it seems hard....real hard.....
tearing in desparation n fustration simply sux...coz i realli dunno wat is right n wat is wrong...
BANKAI!!!