Sunday, March 11, 2007
2:42 AM
today went out wif lcpsk EXCEPT ys.....went to a park which i dunno wat la...den we play bridge whole day dere...it was quite fun coz my cards always beri good....den keep owning until the rest sian....aft tt we went yishun stadium due to my request...i did some pull-ups den run 2.4km....i did all those juz to forget things....i wan to tire myself....to stop myself from thinking....and quite funny....i run until like mad den i run 5th round i tot run finish le...timing 9 min 50 sec....so it is juz 5 rounds la..dun care la....aft 1st round i feel like giving up le lor.....i tink my mental strength realli sux....always wan to gif up when meet into obstacles...welll....i m a humji coward.....haix....
aft tt we went to eat....and talk cock....den before going home....we saw DUAK....my dog...long time no see him le...see him 1st action is to whack his stomach....lol....long time bo bully him le...so bully shuang....talk for like 20+ mins den go home...
so a news come by and a decision is made......a major decision tt changes everythin
this is the best choice perhaps although it hurts....
"i rather u dun tell me anythin than to lie to me"
u tink i feel good lying to u?....i felt so bloody spas.....
to tell u tt the gal is _____ when it is actually u....
but u haf guessed it and i feel u r avoiding me....
so i rather we be best frenz like in the past than to let u avoid me....
it is a painful decision.....but it is the best decision i can do....
i will love u secretly...becos u changed my life......
without u....i wun be standing here now.....
我放你一个人生活 我知道就算继续结果还是没结果
BANKAI!!!