Tuesday, February 20, 2007
1:50 AM
went PS to watch ghost rider wif a couple of AJ wushu peeps...mi cw zhexu min teng von went to watch this show...nt bad la...but got a couple of times those sudden outburst of monster scare me....ma de....is like got a shock...keep disturbing cw while watching the show...so sorry man....all r so dressed up for today...i still wear like normal...haha...a poser shirt+ jeans = me....who cares man...teng put make up...min wear like gal...von wear like so little...all wear nt like normal jiu dui le....
aft tt we went burger king eat n crap...but nvr crap much...today i L mode again...omg....nth much to say....haf been a loner for past few days...den von went off to meet sing hua....so we departed....
haix...to be said...i m such a loser....lolz...usually can talk loud in grps...but actually i cnt realli start a convo or wat de....usually in grps....is i use other ppl's topic and cont. and juz add spice to it...but i cnt start a convo myself basically....perhaps i m an introvert....so i m so sorry to keep min bored in the mrt trip back home...coz i nvr say a single word to her.....lolz...dunno wat to say jiu shi liddat de....a loner's life.....
today talked to chua zihao....den he got a bit of social probs....haix...when i hear this...i m dam sad for him man...coz i encounter this before ma....some of my frenz as well...which i shall not mention....frenship prob basically surface and it is the worst prob u can face....this is how i become a loner ba...upon recovery, now can switch the mode here n dere....basically frenship prob wun realli affect me now la....coz i haf gone thrugh it...thought thrugh it....and decided....HECK CARE IS THE WORD......but for zihao....hmmm...i dunno wat to say...but....jiayou ba....lead the life u wanted....
i haf many question marks in my heart.....i haf many things to clarify....
this world is nvr fair....some ppl can get the things they wan without any obstacles.....some ppl cnt even get anythin out of it despite the efforts n pain they put in....this is wat i call LIFE....
BANKAI!!!