Wednesday, February 14, 2007
12:40 AM
today training is realli too tired le....i did 2 sets PT and gif up the last set...i guess my mental strength indeed sux...as usual...i always haf low determination.....tt is y i lazy put in effort for anythin....i scared i become reserve for grp event sia.....I DUNWAN....i rather jiao lian scrap all my 3 individual events....coz i like grp event....haix...i cnt imagine how tulan n sian i will be if i nvr get into the grp event team....FUCK.....haix....life sux indeed....now whole body aching...tml will be worse i guess...i m gonna do CNY performance...ma de...i cnt do it la....i shall change my tao lu a bit so tt i can do it...haha...today juz 1st time trying jiu going for performance...crazy ar jiao lian...spas decision.....aft PT went toilet....nearly vommit...was feeling dam unwelll.....
tml V day le...another V day passed....sian...this day is like nth to me liddat lor....wonder how sher is looking at this day....haix....siann-ed...felt guilty again....ma de lor....
tml econs test oso....dam tired now le..haben study finish....I M REALLI TIRED LE....kill me ba....i shall go sleep soon...heck care le...NITEX BA
i wonder wat u r thinking....r ur actions a hint?...or a normal casual action.....i realli wanna noe man......coz it sets me thinking...
BANKAI!!!