Monday, February 05, 2007

juz finished playing a draft match....haix....4-14....ultimate feeder vs....sian....fighting against lion lina and tinker wif fv...wth la...tio fb somemore...cnt farm at all?...go near = gg....sian game....ma de....sometimes tend to think tt i haf become more n more noob....i dislike this feeling....recently always lose in dota.....why isit such tt when i take out the notes to read....i felt like burning it away....why isit tt when i read the words...they appear as strangers to me...i dunno dem and they dunno me...i realli nt fated to bond wif studies....feeling emo now coz of studies and dota...and of coz...ahem...nvm....dota lousier n lousier.....studies more n more blur.....wat is there in life tt i can pursue now....NTH....NOTHING......NOTHINGGGGGGG.....

i shall see a final battle performed by my fren...i noe the chance r low for him....but no matter wat....i m behind him...i noe his every feelings...i understand...coz i went thrugh it before....it is realli tiring to hold on to such feelings...when is time to release....u shuld...jiayou ba...my pal....

jamie talked to me on msn...OMG....actually when i see her on friday....some feelings juz surfaced...afterall...she is the 1st gal i like in life....cannot say tt i still love her but surely tt some feelings of infatuation remains dere....2 yrs of ZERO contact and yet...the small little feelings remain...haha...how amazing....
jamie:"u changed a lot liaoz sia...anyway...i recognise u tt day by your special eyebrown....haha"
lolz....this is wat she said la...but at least she nvr forget me....lol.....crap post...but i juz wanna say...those feelings is juz minor feelings of the past...not love....i justify in advance...haha..

blogspot nowadays so laggy la...or mabbe is singnet....YECKS MAN......


every second...i just felt sian when u r nt around....i wanna see u....catching a glimse of ur smiling face is enuff for me to smile too....

BANKAI!!!