Monday, April 17, 2006

Sadness filled me...or rather say anger n dissappointment...angry n dissappointed wif myself...haix..i din expect to win...so even if i nvr win anythin..i wun mind at all..really dun...but at least i dunwan to have too lousy result....but...1 error...cause me to get such lousy results...my da ding actually failed!!!....when i land and kick up...tt moment...i realised i kick too early...nt enough momentum at all...but too late...i fall back...failing to get up wif a da ding...tt is a huge setback for me..the rest of the tao lu...i no longer had the heart to continue le...i juz rushed through...hopin to end it soon...leave this arena...da ding is the only part tt i had no confidence in...once it failed...it is gone..it is tt important...haix...the thingy ended..it is gone...stomach cramp immediately..i dunno how to explain to my jiao lian...i noe he is dissappointed...i can sense it...SORRY...jiao lian...i cnt face any1...my seniors...classmates...ARGH...espically the seniors tt i take their place...and yet i achieved nothin...SORRY PPL!!!

tml got another event...stress had built up on me...1 event screwed up....1 more to go...it is either do or die...same thing...i dunnid to win...juz dunwan to get btm few...at least somewhere in the mid...and i will be contended....basically..right at the start i had no hope on my individual events...i had no confidence...but...i had in our grp event...I HAD!....i noe tt we can do it...wif team spirit...YEA....i shall place all my stakes on grp events...every member is important in grp event...JUZ HAVE FAITH...PPL...grp event..depends on u all le...AJC!!!!

DUN ASK ME ANYTHIN ABT COMPETITION TML...I DUNNO WAT TO SAY!!!

BANKAI!!!